Momento Del Cielo

2011-09-07T21:55:00.002+08:00

Twisted or sprained, whichever is less serious, that's what happened to my knee. So have to excuse from playing soccer for the next 3 days, and many more, till i get a pair of shoes that i won't slip while wearing it for soccer. But lucky for me, soccer isn't the highlight for this, first week of holiday.

Had the 'after-exam' routine with my poly friends. The plan was almost scrapped until the venue change from a balcony, that's how i like to think of it, to a decent bar.

The next day, went to watch a movie with my friends, nothing fascinating about it, but i think it will be better with the intended effects that wasn't available in that cinema. Then does one thing i don't fancy; lan. But the whole experience is much better with friends playing together. Travel to Chomp Chomp for dinner/supper, but didn't get to eat there since they don't offer halal food. So we went to the nearby RK House. They provided 'exceptional' services which 'directed' us to McDonald, that was closed by that time. So we wasted 15mins, before arriving at The Prata House. Ordered a dish i never seen before, but swallowed it down all the same, don't remember chewing much as i was really hungry.

2 days later, we went to play billiard and i lose every game, don't really bothered me though, hahaha. Then we went to Kes' house for Xbox and Mahjong. I prefer the latter though. Then we went back to Chomp Chomp!! The seafood there is splendid, especially the stingray. Then after the nice supper, we went to play lan again.

Then get a chance to play in Punggol Cage, sheltered, carpet-grass with rubble bits, and nets lining on all sides. Played for 3 hours and paying only $3, an incredibly awesome deal. But got injured the next day, playing on concrete elsewhere.

2011-08-24T20:41:00.002+08:00

Exam Mindset: 以平常心去对待，尽力就好！

2011-07-10T23:41:00.003+08:00

Rushed to RP straight after school on Friday, for a briefing on the Harmony Works Conference that will be conducted the day after. Reached there, lost and loss. Managed to find our way still and start packing the goodies bags for the participants of the event. They then assigned responsibilities for the actual day, and i got "STAGEHAND", which is exactly the same as backstage crew during my service in Infocomm Club at Secondary 1. Feel glad that i'll be able to do something i'm familiar with.

Dismissed much earlier compared to others as my briefing was on the actual day. So my friends and i decided to have dinner. We just could not get a freaking seat!! Every single eating place is filled up. So went to Bishan, thinking it will be better... ITS NOT!!! Or maybe it was a little better, manage to get a seat but the place seems to be as flooded. Reached home late but in time to catch my show, went to sleep at 0030, knowing i have less than 5 hours of sleep.... damn it...

Woke up at 5, wondering if i did fall asleep, prepare and got out at 6am. Reached RP at 7, wondering where is the breakfast they promised, hahaha. Sat down somewhere with Weisong, and waited till 730, before someone kind tells us that the breakfast was ready. Saw a guy walking away, holding a Sarpinos Pizza box. This makes me feeling EXCITED about the breakfast. I entered the place, saw the breakfast, feeling ALL but excited. Sandwiched and tea. So it was not the 'Italian' breakfast that i'm getting, its the 'European' style...

The day starts. Tasks for the day: Shift a sofa-chair in the morning, and set up the chairs for the afternoon. Not what i've imagined, rushed here and there, set up mics, stands, chairs as quickly as possible. But this was what i had signed up for, haha, so much easier than i previously thought. RP's backstage is really impressive, 5 times the size of Greendale's. It not really boring at backstage, besides watching the performance at a different angle, we still get to chat with a senior, so get to learn what i'll be expecting in a few more months. The food provided during the lunch break was really nice, far apart compared to breakfast, had 2 servings, and couldn't get more as the event was starting.

Rushed to Tiong Bahru for Transformers 3 straight after the event. Seriously, i think it is a nice movie, wondering why there are bad reviews of it. And i didn't know you cannot wear a SP shirt into an arcade because they consider that a uniform. How can that be a uniform, when Polytechnics do not have a uniform? SO WEIRD, hahaha.

2011-06-04T23:49:00.004+08:00

DAC BONDING DAY!!

It was not as bad as i thought it would be. The reason for my initial thinking is quite simple, how will things be fun if everyone who goes there decided to play the games as if they were conducted in libraries? But then, i had forgotten that people who were there, are there voluntarily and won't bring the norms of DAC to the 'camp'. Hence, it was quite well spent a day.

It started off very slowly... Suppose to be there at 0730, so have to woke up by 0530. I did that, but only to make my way to switch on the water heater then back to sleep on the sofa. Woke up half an hour later, resigning to the fate that i'll be late at the speed i'm going. Finally, im on my way, to SP, at 0645.

Reached MLT 8, an hour later, wondering what was for breakfast, hahaha. Chatted with my class before changing into the 'camp' tee... don't fancy the 'SP.' design, the old one is much nicer. Then we had BREAKFAST!! MC BREAKFAST!! Come to think of it, its not really impressive: egg muffin and coke. But who drinks coke in the morning? So a bottle of water is given too, which is good enough a substitute for me. But still drank the coke at the end, hahaha. We were then split into groups to start the 'camp', and i'm facilitating a group with Liyana.

******

I forget that i didn't finished up this post, last touch it on April, now its September.... And i forgotten a lot of things that had took place.

But here is what i remember, we played ice-breaker games, those that need to remember the names of the people in the group i'm facilitating. I so awful with names, so i got smack really hard by Khairuz, one of the organiser who joined us, hhahaha. But the beating makes the games real fun, hahah.

Then we got back into the lecture hall to play the 'fire, tree and squirrel' game. Didn't really know what i'm doing, but guess i sneak through the game unscathed. Weisong and Liyana, ain't that lucky though. They were being chosen to do forfeits, haha.

Then i think its lunch... Followed by amazing race... Then some sport games and water bomb.... ( cannot remember the details). And i won all types of prizes for the day!!

2011-03-09T23:14:00.002+08:00

After this job, i think we should at least give door-to-door salespersons a chance to promote. Rejecting them without even knowing what they are selling, really pisses them off, and yes, from personal experience. There are 2 kind of people, one is those that shut you up before you say anything, the other is those that shut you up as you need not say anything.

The first kind of people, opened the door when you knocked, deprived you of your chance to speak by saying 'no' immediately, and shut the door. We spent time and effort thinking of different ways of selling, such as how should we approach the customers. We take 'no' for an answer when you, at the very least, let us tell you what we're selling. I bet you won't die with 2 mins, or even lesser, lessen from your life.

The second kind of people, were kind of funny, they peeked through the peephole, thinking that we do not know they're looking through it. Knows that you're outside waiting, but they just refused to open the door. You made your way to the door, make an effort to look through the peephole, so will it kill you just to turn a freaking knob to open the door, give me that 2 mins of your life, and rejects me after that?

YunRun and I always dread starting work. Because when we thought of working, it makes us think of the pricey ice-creams. So we'll feel guilty whenever we clinched any sales. Even though when we sell the ice-creams, we say actual facts instead of cooking up stories, such as we're from a single parent family or sort, which is no difference to cursing our parents, like our other 'colleagues' would, charging the ice-creams at a high price still results in us feeling guilty. So we're really grateful for people whom had bought our ice-creams.

Most of the time I was with YunRun. Still remember how pathetic was the earnings of my first day, $7 for 3 hours, which was $2+ per hour. YunRun and I was joking about using the money to top up our ez-link card, which was still insufficient, hahaha, so we changed to finishing it off in a meal. But the rest of the days were much better. Due to kind and generous customers, we had earnings between $6 to $12 per hour, which is a vast difference from our first day.

Seriously, I think dogs are really loyal animals. They barked behind the gates and doors when I'm just reaching out for the doorbell, sometimes even before i get pressed them. I'm really sure we didn't managed to clinch any sales with houses that have dogs. But still, they are really adorable, haha. Speaking of doorbells, most of them in Sengkang, seemed to have spoil. I had seen a house with 3 doorbells installed, and all 3 didn't worked, lol.

2011-03-08T18:00:00.005+08:00

I used to think that certain jobs are a waste of time. Jobs that have earnings that are too little or irregular, jobs which really do not give any sense of accomplishment at the end of the day and etc.

But this holiday, my thoughts are different. I'll need to hop on to any job that chanced upon and have a strong urge to try different kind of jobs. JianLong introduce me to selling door-to-door ice-creams. Its a kind of job that doesn't show any sense of stability, in terms of the place i work in and the amount of money i earned.

Hesitated for a short while when i was first told about the job. I was against the idea at first, but after knowing the job details, which is to promote in Sengkang area, very near my house, for just 3 hours at night, when i would most like be surfing internet mindlessly,I agreed to it.

Along with YunRun and JiaJun, the 4 of us embarked on our new part-time job. However, jobs that could be a waste of time are not necessary equal to idiot-proof jobs. Selling ice-cream to different households meant that you will meet different kind of reactions, these will call for different approaches. Meet different kind of attitudes and perceptions, in which you'll have to deal with them positively.

This job, somehow, allows me to have a taste of entrepreneurship. I get to set the price of the ice-cream I'm selling, the amount of goods that I planned to sell and bargain with the customers.

2011-02-28T00:39:00.000+08:00

2010-06-24T01:02:00.003+08:00

Two months since Poly has started, life as a Poly student is vastly different compared to a Secondary student.

Poly's timetable, unlike Secondary's, does not always starts at 8am and ends at 2pm latest, excluding CCA. It varies from day to day. Some starts in the afternoon 12 or 1pm and ends at 5pm, some at 8 or 9am and ends at 4pm. I love Wednesday. It starts at 9am and end at 12noon, 3 hours of school only, haha.

The attire, is not uniformed, you have to be bothered by what to wear and it really starts to annoy me, as i do not have much clothings to change, haha.

Classes in Poly is also shrunken to half the size that of in Secondary. Halved the size, halved the noise, haha. Also, lessons with the entire people from your chosen course, which is more than 100 students. However, we cannot asked questions in lectures, unless the lecturers asked if we have any, unlike in classes, where there could even be a chance of a debate suddenly.

The food in Poly, is much nicer compared to the canteen food in Secondary. Especially the chicken rice there, cheap and nice, haha.

Poly's life though is more flexible, its requires much more discipline, because no one will be there to chase you for assignments that helps to keep you in pace. Also, unlike having only common tests and exams, Poly also include projects, as well as participation, as criteria for calculating results.

Holidays are different too. While Secondary students get to enjoy a month break, we only have two weeks for this term, adding the weekends of the previous week, there will be 16 days, and i dedicate almost all of which to working, haha. Will be richer, soon, haha, YAY!

2010-04-15T23:50:00.003+08:00

'DAY DELTA OF ORIENTATION'

Flag day. I was way early this time, 0730, not late as usual, and had meet up with my classmates in Pasir Ris MRT station. We set off to Ehub, which seemed to be deprived of life. We then proceeded to Macdonald and had breakfast, till 0930, while waiting for the human traffic to get heavier. We strolled to the deserted Pasir Ris Park next.

We changed our venue to Tampines. It was at the arrival spot of the interchange did we started receiving donations. Coins. We toiled endlessly for the next two hours, asking for donations from passengers that dropped off from every train that approached the interchange. My President's Challenge SP tee was soaked with my perspiration.

We stopped at 1130 for our lunch break, decided to not carry on after feeling the fatigue after lunch, and headed to Tampines1 mall, find a seat and rest till 1. Then on board the train back to SP. I collected $18+, however the minimum is at least $20, so took some from Andrew, to meet the target.

I had attended the Freshmen Orientation Party. It was impressive as they had two halls set up for this event, with one as the holding areas for food and drinks and the other for partying.

The food was quite nice. There were many different varieties of food, such as pizza, cakes, ice-creams and chicken wings, the most enjoyable portion of the camp.

As for the party, I did not really enjoy it. They had performances from the Poly's deejay, beat boxers, extreme sports club and hip-hop dancers. People around me were cheering, clapping and screaming. However, I do not understand the music from scratching and beat boxing, hence, it mostly noise pollution to me, haha.

Extreme sports club performances were quite nice. They had skated and rollerbladed through difficult courses, fell a few times, but never fails to get back up and try again.

Hip-hop dancing should have been the highlight. Sadly, its very difficult to see them performing as they performed in the middle of where the audiences were. Everything was blocked. Eventually, they went back up the stage and performed, but was jeered at due to repetitions, I think. Went home as the music still continued blasting at Concourse.

2010-04-14T21:53:00.002+08:00

'DAY CHARLIE OF ORIENTATION'

No running? We just ran yesterday. No cheering? Its becoming a nuisance. No seats? Well, I was late, again, haha. Then what we did today? Training on the usage of the school's website. How did it goes? Not good. With the whole SB using the wireless, the internet lagged SEVERELY.

Lunch was the opposite. Exchanged contacts with my class' boys after dining together. As we did not know where to proceed after lunch, we decided to stalk our class' girls, lol. So we followed all the way and was eventually discovered at SB. It was an awkward situation.

'Hey, how come you all are here?', the girls asked.

'We're stalking you', Kautham answered. I laughed. Then we went into our classroom, took out our laptop, and started adding everyone in the class onto Facebook. We then joked around while creating our own group on Facebook, haha.

President's Challenge 2010 tomorrow!!!

2010-04-13T19:36:00.005+08:00

'DAY BETA OF ORIENTATION'

Late. Supposed to be with the class at Dover by 0745, but only managed to reach the venue at 8. Fortunately, I had informed my facilitator that I will be late. When I had finally reached, none of my classmates were there, which I had already expected. I was thinking if i should just head for the auditorium myself, when a classmate patted on my back.

'Hey, you're my class one, rite?', it felt great then to see someone, of the same class, in the same shoe, haha. Then, out of nowhere, my facilitator appeared miraculously, i literally heaved a sign of relieved. I got a seat in the auditorium, stared at the stage, and the blank screen. Bored. The other facilitators as usual were trying doing cheer. It was 8 plus in the morning when I saw other courses screaming their head off, haha. I had forgotten to mention one thing in my previous post. The course I am in, Accountancy, is the quietest course in the whole of business school. So how did out facilitator cheered? It was really exceptional from other school.

'DAC, diam!'

Then thumbs up to us. He did not actually need to do that. We were already quiet, since the day before. I laughed at this point. Then they had performances by the dance clubs and cheer leading group and talks from the principal, a lecturer and the head of councilor. The principal's talk is like so soothing, that I almost slept, haha. The performances was quite nice, especially the ones from the dance clubs.

Lunch next. Yesterday's meal costs me $2.60, today's $1.70 and is much nicer. Then break away from my class to find Egin, who is configuring his computer. Then when i gone back to the same place, they were vanished, somewhat similar to the morning. Manage to find them after calling my facilitator.

When we were back at the auditorium, we played a game called '007'. We will have to formed a circle and the first person will shout '0', and point to the next person. The next 3 person will repeat the routine but shout '0', '7', and 'bang' respectively. The people beside the person who was pointed after the 'bang', must raise their hands and shout 'ah!'.

It was very fun and interesting, almost had to do the forfeit, haha. Then my class suddenly become so enthusiastic. When the other courses were cheering, the facilitators decided to try their luck.

'DAC, oie!'.

'OIE!'.

The leading facilitator was taken aback that there was a reply, and its from my class. I feel so proud, haha. Then the other facilitator praise us. When the amazing race starts, our class girls had already sprinted off. I think that enthusiasm is contagious, as I ran even though I did not planned too. Midway in the race, I feel that my class is alive, hahaha.

There are several checkpoints, such as drinking water from a straw with several more openings on its body, line up according to birth dates, finding tags hidden in the school and many more. Our facilitator is always urging us to run, and you could feel that you want to win, instead of feeling bored. It was tiring but really fun. We did not manage to win any prizes but I am contented with the process.

Today is much more tiring. Today is much more fun.

Today is much more exciting.

2010-04-12T22:48:00.005+08:00

'DAY ALPHA OF ORIENTATION'

Like all freshmen, I was quite troubled on the attire for the first day of orientation. In the end, after several indecisive and hesitating moments, I decided on wearing my class polo tee and pants, no jeans. Hours later, my decision had been proved to be a right one.

The moment we reached the T19 foyer, we saw that many people like us are already there, queuing up. Since following the majority could hardly be wrong, we followed suit. We were actually quite some distance back in the queue, but after some adjustments made by the facilitators there, we were halfway through.

We collect our freshmen's bag and parted different ways, into our classes. My class is DAC/FT/1A/02. The moment I was in the hall, I asked for my class, get a seat, then keep quiet, haha. Then the facilitators tried to teach us cheers. Now i know why is it always so difficult to teach cheers and get them bonded on their first day, as everything comes down to a simple question- 'Will you follow a stranger's order?'. However, I could see that they were trying to make it fun and enjoyable for us.

We were then bought back to the classes, and have some bonding games, such as saying good morning to the people before you that sort of stuffs. These games are very common, i know it will be part of the class bonding games but i still could not remember their names, damn...

Then we have our lunch. It was so cramped that you could not even find a place to share seats with other poly students. So we have to shift from one canteen to another. The lecturers later said that its almost impossible to get a seat from 1100 to 1300. So is either you eat way before 1100 or way after 1300. We did manage to get a seat and have lunch. I missed GDL canteen, haha. Their servings are quite an amount but it is not as nice. Luckily, there are many more food courts, hopefully can find one in them that is nice and cheap.

After lunch, went back to the hall to listen to talks on how our education in SP will be and rules and regulations. Time to complain: fine, it all about fines. Once commit a mistake, bid farewell to $50, haha. Then we had games. The games is not really well done, we do not know the purpose of the games, such as connecting three straws together and drink from a bottle, then i asked my classmate, whose name i had forgotten, whether he knows the purpose. He smiled and shook his head. Of course some games are fun too. One example is the dog and bone, thought the purpose of the game was not explained, but its enjoyable.

As all the games came to an end, so was my first day of the orientation. I was exhausted and certainly, sweaty.

2010-03-04T23:21:00.005+08:00

Recently...

What was i doing recently? Just imagine, the moment i phoned Jesmond, he knows what i'm going to ask. He will instantly reply, even before i speak, “去打pool阿?”. Playing pool has become my major entertainment for the past 3 months, seems to have the feeling that i'm visiting the pool centre weekly, which isn't a good sign.

However, my life doesn't circulate only around cue stick and coloured balls. Has done some reading, such as the sequel to Inkheart, Inkspell - a young adult novel, and also has been busy over the preparation of my enrolment like going for health checks and settling school bills.

Didn't play soccer as often as before, primarily due to my soccer shoes. Its damaged. I need to get a new pair, but is too lazy for it, so until then, i will have to stop playing soccer for awhile.

2010-01-25T22:37:00.004+08:00

25 days ago,

Fireworks,

Exuberant as a toddler,

and ate away the darkeness by the Asian Civilisations Museum,

to WELCOME 2010!

Fireworks 2010!

2009-12-23T17:33:00.007+08:00

Have been working in Mango with Kez, Yunrun, and Erni recently, so was not able to use the computer as often as before. Fortunately, i need not work for the next 2 days hence is able to settle down to record my experiences at Mango.

This is my first job, a common routine of a greenhorn is being 'blur', haha. And i was. For example, on my 'debut' working day, i was told not to paste the price tag over the bar code and dress name. The space provided was, however, insufficient. Hence, i pasted the price tags over the reference, which comprises of the dress' size and details, colour code, etc. Later then came to know that actually pasting the price tag slightly over the bar code is alright, haha. These masterpieces of mine was soon discovered by the manager, haha, but he did not reprimand me, all he said is, 'Never mind, what done is done'.

The people working there are also very nice to us. Kez's mom treat us supper, another auntie treat us drinks, some also tell us about their life experiences, that could be both work and non-work related. Beside the seniors, there are also people there which are of our age range. And the funny thing is that even though we can mingle around, i do not know their name, haha. So whenever i want to address them, i just say 'YO', hahaha.

Was actually planning to quit after this month so as to try out different jobs, but scraped that idea just yesterday, since i already have a network of friends there and the working environment is quite good, haha. Will be working on Christmas, 27 Dec, 30 Dec and 1 Jan, haha, less intense compared to previous working days, which could be 2 full shifts or consecutive days of longer working hours in a row.

2009-11-25T03:02:00.004+08:00

Its 3 in the morning, haha, hardly make a post so early in the day. Dressed up to the nines for the prom by 1645, and waited for kle, kez and yunrun to get ready. Switch on the computer and started waiting till 1845 then did we meet and set off together in kle's dad's car.

Dressed up very formally, very unlike me, haha. Wore a red shirt with black stripes, or maybe it is black shirt with red stripes, and a grey tie. Had plans of wearing a red tie, but my brother changed my mind and was quite lucky as quite a number of friends also wore red tie, so did not clash with them. To top that off, i put on suspenders!!! As far as i can remember, i did not wore that before, haha, so was like, 我死都不要脱掉我的外套. A black trouser and suit, and i am ready to go. Realised that i did not mention about styling my hair, as i never like to put any other thing except shampoo on my hair and i hate getting fussed over it, haha.

Back to the prom, the moment we step in to CHIJMES, we are lost, haha. Then we saw Jillian, who gave us the directions, and find the way there. Went to take our attendance, haha, then Jes and JJ came out, with a Heineken glass, filled with yellow drinks. Then i thought it was liquor for a while, haha. Was quite happy to meet friends that i had not seen since last day of school. So after i mingled a while, i went straight for the food, haha. The food is not as nice as my mum's cooking, haha.

After a while, main lights were dim, music blasting, smoke oozed out rapidly, and glaring spotlight started spinning around the room. Do not really like the atmosphere, haha, makes me think that i somewhere in a pub. Retreat to the upper deck, with kle, kez, abel and alvin. In the end, i still took of my suit, drink coke, lots of it, listened to the music and took a few pictures, while the rest danced on the floor, haha.Then they organised a lucky draw, but i did not win any, haha. The gifts are great, i heard of a watch and also a guitar, if i am not wrong.

But the best part is the 'concert'. Join in for the dance, haha, very fun, was like jumping and waving with everyone, haha. Had a feeling of involvement that was rarely provided by school performances. Even though the event was held in an air-conditioned venue, i still sweat, haha.

Its a very entertaining event, with something missing, haha.

2009-11-19T20:36:00.005+08:00

Had an E1 chalet on Tues and Wed. Went to Nadhirah's house with Kes, JJ and Yunrun to help take the things needed for BBQ. Travel to Harbourfront in MRT and take a the tram to Sentosa. Glad that every transports was on the rail, no bus, haha.

The chalet was not that fun though, but we have our own entertainment. Play with Kes' PSP and Xbox, Jesmond's laptop, JJ's PSP, and many more. The best thing is the food, hahaha. However, the atmosphere was kind of dampened by the wet weather. So those that are in the chalet, stuck in their rooms. While those outside, seems to have enter the swimming pool before anyone pushes them in, drenched.

So they BBQ indoors instead and Mr Yeo bought us donuts!!! Was really delicious, maybe every edible thing is as long as you are starving, haha. After everyone left for movie, all i could do is play with Abel's camera!!! Then we got Kes and Yunrun as the models...

Later the girls join us in playing games and cards. With the addition of people coming back form the cinema... the whole room became like...

CRAMPED

So we mingled, played, laughed and joked till 6 am hahaha! Finally, we slept...

So the next morning, brushed teeth, bathed, and dragged into the pool...hahaha. So after spending a while playing in the pool, we check out.

4E1 2009

2009-11-15T00:20:00.008+08:00

Was really late, haha. Supposed to woke up before 1100, but woke up at 1120 instead. Stunned for a while before recalling that i had plans to meet up with Kez and Yunrun to buy the attire needed for the upcoming prom and work. Realised that they had been trying umpteen times to contact me, so was feeling really bad for making them wait, haha.

So went with Kez, his family and Yunrun to Dhoby Gaut. Been to UNIQLO, and bought a black t-shirt needed for work. So was like all 3 of us have the same t-shirt, haha, but we do not really care since its for work. The weird portion about it is that we bought 1 set each, but we may have to work everyday, so we will not have enough time to wash, therefore we will need to keep on 're-wearing' it, haha. Luckily, the workplace is air-conditioned, so it may not be that bad after all, i think, haha.

Then due to tight budget, we moved to Far East Plaza. We explored several shops but i was not really looking at the stuffs as i just do not like shopping, haha. So Kez then come over and tell me he didnt get me out to come and walk about, haha. So i changed my mentality went back to a shop for a tie and long pant which can also be wore for work.

Went to find my sister at 1630 at Centre Point. So walk from Far East to Centre without knowing the way, so had to be on the phone with my sister throughout the journey. And of course i got lost, stuck at Lucky Plaza, Tangs Plaza, Ions then Tangs again finally outside Wisma Atria then walk down pass Takashimaya.

Eventually make my way out of that concrete maze, and meet up with my sis. While walking to Somerset MRT station, we realized that a lane was block, a junction is slowed down, and several police cars were on standby on the road for the APEC 2009. Then my sis told me that a lot of famous politicians will be coming. i look out at all the luxurious cars and said, 'Wah, but i donno them', and instantaneously, a small group of people in front, laughed and looked back. Feeling embarressed, i immediately cover up my face, hahaha.

Then we went all the way to Expo. I got my shirt size change and my sis got the shirt she wants. Robinson's sale is held there, so there is like a lot of people, haha. Afterward, we finally head home...

Was like 80% ready for prom and work. All i need now is a pair of shoes which i had planned to get it on Monday.

2009-11-12T14:28:00.008+08:00

五月天 - 夜訪吸血鬼

满怀忧伤却流不出泪
man huai you shang que liu bu chu lei
极度的疲惫却不能入睡
ji du de pi bei que bu neng ru shui
只能够日日夜夜
zhi neng gou ri ri ye ye
然後又日日夜夜
ran hou you ri ri ye ye
无尽的日日夜夜
wu jin de ri ri ye ye
永远的深陷在人间
yong yuan de shen xian zai ren jian

~~~music~~~

我是蝙蝠却不能飞
wo shi bian fu que bu neng fei
困在日复一日的街
kun zai ri fu yi ri de jie
无止尽的狩猎
wu zhi jin de shou lie
彷佛一种天谴
fang fu yi zhong tian qian

夜色就是我的披肩
ye se jiu shi wo de pi jian
日出就是我的风险
ri chu jiu shi wo de feng xian
舞池里的狂颠
wu chi li de kuang dian
是我宿命制约
shi wo su ming zhi yue

上帝遗弃我们却又要给
shang di yi qi wo men que you yao gei
黯淡的月照亮世界
an dan de yue zhao liang shi jie
要我们无尽又无情的繁衍
yao wo men wu jin you wu qing de fan yan
看爱过的人一一告别
kan ai guo de ren yi yi gao bie
做过的梦一一凋谢
zuo guo de meng yi yi diao xie
只留下我独自残喘的千年
zhi liu xia wo du zi can chuan de qian nian

无法挥舞天使的纯洁
wu fa hui wu tian shi de chun jie
也无法拥有魔鬼的果决
ye wu fa yong you mo gui de guo jue
只有像每个人类
zhi you xiang mei ge ren lei
贪嗔痴傻和愚昧
tan chen chi sha he yu mei
找寻着体温和血
zhao xun zhe ti wen he xie
找寻着同类
zhao xun zhe tong lei

满怀忧伤却流不出泪
man huai you shang que liu bu chu lei
极度的疲惫却不能入睡
ji du de pi bei que bu neng ru shui
只能够日日夜夜
zhi neng gou ri ri ye ye
然後又日日夜夜
ran hou you ri ri ye ye
无尽的日日夜夜
wu jin de ri ri ye ye
永远的深陷在人间
yong yuan de shen xian zai ren jian

饥饿是最好的调味
ji e shi zui hao de tiao wei
孤独是最强的催眠
gu du shi zui qiang de cui mian
疯狂找一双唇
kuang huan zhao yi shuang chun
能够当我酒杯
neng gou dang wo jiu bei

早就对这一切厌倦
zao jiu dui zhe yi qie yan juan
也曾愤怒喝下圣水
ye ceng fen nu he xia sheng shui
却又无助醒在
que you wu zhu xing zai
下个漫长黑夜
xia ge man chang hei ye

青春遗忘我们却又要给
qing chun yi wang wo men que you yao gei
回忆的美就像玫瑰
hui yi de mei jiu xiang mei gui
要余生流血又流泪的受虐
yao yu sheng liu xie you liu lei de shou nie
看镜中的脸慢慢枯萎
kan jing zhong de lian man man ku wei
高举的拳渐渐粉碎
gao ju de quan jian jian fen sui
只留下了无限唏嘘的相片
zhi liu xia le wu xian xi xu de xiang pian
无法挥舞天使的纯洁
wu fa hui wu tian shi de chun jie
也无法拥有魔鬼的果决
ye wu fa yong you mo gui de guo jue
只有像每个人类
zhi you xiang mei ge ren lei
贪嗔痴傻和愚昧
tan chen chi sha he yu mei
找寻着体温和血
zhao xun zhe ti wen he xie
找寻着同类
zhao xun zhe tong lei

满怀忧伤却流不出泪
man huai you shang que lui bu chu lei
极度的疲惫却不能入睡
ju du de pi bei que bu neng ru shui
只能够日日夜夜
zhi neng gou ri ri ye ye
然後又日日夜夜
ran hou you ri ri ye ye
无尽的日日夜夜
wu jin de ri ri ye ye
永远的深陷在人间
yong yuan de shen xian zai ren jian

无法挥舞天使的纯洁
wu fa hui wu tian shi de chun jie
也无法拥有魔鬼的果决
ye wu fa yong you mo gui de guo jue
只有像每个人类
zhi you xiang mei ge ren lei
贪嗔痴傻和愚昧
tan chen chi sha he yu mei
找寻着体温和血
zhao xun zhe ti wen he xie
找寻着同类
zhao xun zhe tong lei

满怀忧伤却流不出泪
man huai you shang que liu bu chu lei
极度的疲惫却不能入睡
ji du de pi bei que bu neng ru shui
只能够日日夜夜
zhi neng gou ri ri ye ye
然後又日日夜夜
ran hou you ri ri ye ye
无尽的日日夜夜
wu jin de ri ri ye ye
永远的深陷在人间
yong yuan de shen xian zai ren jan

一个又一个孤单的千年
yi ge you yi ge gu dan de qian nian
只能够日日夜夜
zhi neng gou ri ri ye ye
然後又日日夜夜
ran hou you ri ri ye ye
无尽的日日夜夜 wu~~
wu jin de ri ri ye ye (wu~~)

2009-11-05T17:20:00.000+08:00

2009-10-14T13:24:00.002+08:00

Shit, just like last year, damn it.

2009-08-29T11:47:00.000+08:00

2009-08-19T16:00:00.002+08:00

Almost paradise
A-chimboda to nunbushin
Nal hyanghan noye sarangi
On sesang da gajindeuthae

In my life
Nae ji-chin salme kkum-chorom
Tagawajun ni moseubeul
Onjekkajina saranghal su it-damyon

Noye so-neul jabkoso
Sesan-geul hyanghae ggot sorichyo
Ha-neureul goro yaksokhae
Yong-wo-nhi ojing noma-neul saranghae
Pam ha-neul bulbit gateun uri dulmanyi
A-reum-da-un ggum paradise
Nowa hamkkehandamyon
Odideun gal su isso to the my paradise

No deurot-don shigan-gwa
Geu apeum modu da ijo-bwa
Ije buto shijagiya nowa hamkke
Ttonabo-neun goya tallyoga-neun goya
Loving you forever

Almost paradise
Tae-yangboda to ttaseuhan
Nal bo-neun noye nunbi-cheun
On sesang ta gachindeuthae

In my life
Nae ji-chin salme bit-chorom
Tagawajun ni saran-geul
Onjeggajina kanjighal su it-damyon

All of my love
All of my life
Nae modeun kol goroso
Na-neun nol saranghae

Jo pureun batagateun uri dulmanyi
A-reum-da-un got paradise
Nowa hamkke handamyon
Odideun gal su isso to the my paradise

No deurot-don shigan-gwa
Geu apeum modu da ijo-bwa
Ijebuto shijagiya nowa hamkke
Ttonabo-neun goya tallyoga-neun goya
Loving you forever

Almost paradise
A-chimboda to nunbushin
Nal hyanghan noye sarangi
On sesang ta gajindeut hae

In my life
Nae ji-chin salme ggum-chorom
Tagawa jun ni moseubeul
Onjekkajina kanjighal su it-damyon

Chonsagateun ni misoga
Kadeukhan uri nagwone
Noma-neul wihan kkotdeullo
Yong-wo-nhi chaewodul-kkoya

Almost paradise
Taeyangboda to ttaseuhan
Nal bo-neun noye nunbi-cheun
On sesang ta kajindeut hae

Almost Paradise

Almost paradise
it's brighter than the sunlight
if your love would go towards me
it feels like i have the whole world
in my life, like a dream in my tiresome life
if only you are that someone, who came to my life
i will love you forever...

and now i hold your hands so tight
i can shout to the whole world with all my might
feels like i'm walking in the sky
now i can promise to love you forever..

now i can see it's starting to be unfolded from our dream, oh this paradise
now i can go anywhere as long as you're with me into the my paradise
forget about all the pain and all the time that you have lost
it's now time to start this new life together
we're going now get ready!
we're ready to take off now!
loving you forever!!

almost paradise
it's warmer than the sunlight
whenever you look at me
it feels like i have the whole world
in my life, like sunlight in my tiresome life
you're the only one that i can cherish forever, 'cause you are all of my life

you are all of my love
you are all of my life
i'll leave everything here now, just to be with you!

now come with me i'll take you into the blue ocean here in our paradise
now i can see it's starting to be unfolded from our dream, oh this paradise

forget about all the pain and all the time that you have lost
it's now time to start this new life together
we're going now get ready!
we're to ready take off now!
loving you forever!!

almost paradise
it's warmer than the sunlight
whenever you look at me
it feels like i have the whole world
in my life, like sunlight in my tiresome life
you're the only one that i can cherish forever, 'cause you are all of my life

when you smile, you are the angel
you complete our whole paradise
i'm gonna fill it with flowers
flowers that are just for you

almost paradise
like sunlight in my tiresome life
whenever you look at me
it feels like i have the whole world
in my life, like sunlight in my tiresome life
you're the only one that i can cherish forever, you are everything to me
you came to my life
i will love you forever...

2009-08-18T15:48:00.005+08:00

'Me-mo-ra-bi-lia', the only word that i could remember at the end of the Oral examination. This vivid memory was not due to it being interesting nor too profound to understand. It was due to the difficulty of pronouncing it. i tried many different ways of pronouncing it, such as 'me-mo-ra-bi-la', 'me-mo-ri-bi-la' and 'me-mo-ra-bia'.

During the preparation for the picture, i mistaken that the lady and one of the shopkeeper is couple, , but luckily they asked me what i think the lady is doing, which makes me take a second look, and scrapped that idea, haha. Next is conversion, which i talk about my trip to Malacca, which sadly... is the furtherest place i travelled...yet, haha.

I want to go to VENICE(Very É NICE)!

2009-06-06T16:50:00.001+08:00

2009-06-01T16:41:00.002+08:00

Trying to revise the previous night when i realised nothing could get into my head, so i decided to scrape the studies and went to sleep. It was about 8pm then, which was really early. I was hoping that it will be a deep sleep, which i will only wake up at 6am the next day, but it did not go as i had planned.

Woke up at 12:04am. Had problems going back to sleep after that. Went out to eat my sister's snack, thinking that if i fill up my stomach, i will sleep better. However, the portion was too small to get me to sleep. I ended up adjusting my sleeping posture. And when i finally sleep, it is just a momentarily relieve. i felt that i woke up as soon as i sleep. So it went on with me waking up 3 to 4 times before the alarm sound.

I think i was quite alert after that "force-sleep" process, haha. So make my own breakfast, a cup of milo and half-boiled eggs. The water used to boil the eggs is not as hot as i wanted, so you could really guess how cooked the egg really is. It is still edible though, haha.

Was quite nervous because its Paper 1, hardly did well for it and also it is the paper that controls the grade, do not think i was as nervous as i took it the very first time. The paper went quite smoothly, which cause me to be quite elated after the examination. Paper 2 was quite alright, at least i got the energy to finish the paper, and not as tired as the previous year's paper. Should get better than last year, i hope...

2009-05-28T21:44:00.002+08:00

2009-05-19T22:25:00.004+08:00

Today is Marking Day! Wondering why is it so great? It is a school holiday! Went out to catch 'Angels & Demons'. Meet up with Kestler at the LRT station. Jiajun joined us at Cove. Then we went to Compass, wait for Egin and had our breakfast at KFC. Yunrun later join us in our breakfast and we went to Vivo. When we reach Vivo, Klement and Nabil join us after their soccer. We later went to find Erni, Nadhirah and Yushan, which is at the open area with water ponds and a funny-looking hanging structure, to collect Ez-link card for the tickets. So we are having a big group of ten!

Went to the pet shop to see dogs, haha. They would have looked cuter if they does not appear to be so glum, haha. Went to meet up with Erni, Nadhirah and Yushan to celebrate Yunrun's forwarded birthday. Moved from outdoor to indoor due to problem of lighting up the candles. When inside the shelter, we fear that the fire alarm will run off as we are going to light up the candles. It did not, sadly, haha. The chocolate cake tastes nice! Then we went back to catch the movie.

Some of us wanted to buy snacks, the rest just went up to rest. I was the latter, along with Nabil and Yunrun. Chat a little before Jiajun came up to tell me that Doreen, Joycelyn and Jillian were also here to catch movie. So went down to say 'hi' then go back up, haha.

The show was very very nice. It worth the ticket price, especially on Tuesday. Its very exciting and it captures your attention throughout the whole movie. The twists and turns in the show is intriguing. Shall stop talking about the show, anymore about it and i will be the promoter, haha.

Went straight back to Punggol after the movie and had my dinner with Yunrun at Punggol Plaza. After the dinner, stroll back home slowly with a can of green tea, which ends the entire holiday day...

2009-05-16T17:20:00.004+08:00

Having my last paper on Monday. Its Amaths. Paper 1 seems to be much easier compared to last year's, may not be able to pass though, however, i will not fail as badly either, i think...

Jumping back to Thursday morning, the weather then was exceptional compared to other days. It was raining so heavily. To top it off, the wind was strong. So i was really hoping that i do not arrive in school, drenched, and with a broken umbrella. Fortunately, i managed to arrive in school with a functional umbrella but I was not totally 'unharmed'. I came to school with a pant soaked to my knees.

I missed the foul smelling yellow raincoat from OBS then, haha, at least it provide us with a total shelter from rain.

2009-04-10T15:58:00.006+08:00

This week was 'awesome'. Slept late as 'usual' and had a lot of 'fun' and rarely had i been so 'energized' before. What makes me think so? Because, this week is the common test week, the most 'interesting' portion of the whole week. Certainly it was 'fun', as i will still be flipping pages right in the middle of the night where everyone is deep in their dreamland. Subsequently, this will lead me into feeling so 'energized' the next day.

And yes, i was being sarcastic, haha.

Was like sleeping past 1 am every morning, revising and revising. Woke up early in the morning, coughing out my lungs. The cough lasted all the way from Sunday, during the common test, during lessons, and till now. Fortunately, i getting better, not coughing as much. Back to the topic, was like forcing myself not to sleep during lessons, as i taken a toll from the previous night revision, and i did it.

Hope it pays off...

Well, i'm feeling really alert right now, since i slept for a very long time. Got up when the clock struck 2, haha. Then, it rains, right when i decided to play soccer. So i'm trapped at home, typing my first, century post, finally. From the fifth of November 2007 till now, was planning to make it into a photo blog when i first started off. However, the lifespan of it will be short thus i changed it to a blog about my life. That's the reason why there is a stoppage from January to June 2008.

It was under a makeover, lol.

2009-04-03T20:45:00.003+08:00

Today was the soccer match between the E2s and the E1s. We started off with a warm-up, which will end when the first team reached a score range of 5 goals. It ended as E2 put the ball into the back of our 'net'. So now the real competition begins!

It started of with 1-0, then 1-1, 2-1, 3-1, 4-1, 4-2, 5-2, 6-2, 6-3, 6-4, 7-4, 7-5, 8-5, 8-6, 9-6, 9-7. Amazingly, E1 won the match. We had a score of 10-7, with Lady Luck smiling at us. Klement scored 5 goals, Kestler scored 2 goals, Nabil scored 1 goal and amazingly, i got 1, haha.

It was a fun game as everyone is playing clean, fair and, of course, their best! Cheers!

Then later went to City Hall with Kez to buy his guitar. The whole trip was a process of enduring, enduring from... my cramped legs and heavy eyelids, haha. The match, even if it was only 1 hour plus, is very tiring, haha.

2009-04-02T19:12:00.002+08:00

Didn't know that today got test!!! Went to school early in the morning, still feeling tired as i slept late the previous night. As usual, went straight to the Parade Square, and continued with the morning routine. Dismissed and walked back to the class. At that point as i faced the level 4 corridor, I was really shocked at seeing all the bags were outside the classes. So i went to ask Klement about it and he told me that there is a test today. I was like, WTH! However, i managed to relax after knowing that its English Composition, as there is no need to remember any textbook's details. Speaking of it, i spent 15 minutes doing the planning, and left with 3 words to complete my rush-out conclusion. However, it should be fine, haha.

2009-03-31T18:50:00.005+08:00

Had a bad headache halfway through my English lesson. It was quite sudden and started off with a mild blurring of vision. At first, i thought my eyes were dirty, however, the problem persisted even after i rubbed my eyes. Gradually, it developed into headache.
Had to take a rest during Physics lesson as it deteriorated. This headache bothered me the whole morning, and i only managed to shake it off before assembly, haha, fortunately.
i think that it is because i did not drink enough water before morning run, thus suffering from a mild heat stroke, haha.
Speaking of morning run, was planning to continue my pace, before Jesmond started competing with me on who would run into the school first, and i won, haha. Best of all, he owned me a Nutrisoy, haha.

2009-03-24T18:41:00.004+08:00

Today is the 2nd Student Investiture Ceremony. I think the nicest part is the passing on of candlelight, quite cool, haha. Did not expect to see the singing part though..., haha.

I think i messed up my oral, haha. The reading portion is fine, but the crux to the whole mess is the picture discussion and the conversation. I think i only mention about 3 points in the picture, and blanked out during the conversation, haha.

My SIM card is replaced! Quite happy to find out that my contacts are still inside, and everything is functional again, haha.

2009-03-20T17:54:00.005+08:00

Woke up early yesterday morning, went back to school to take the Chemistry SPA. Start the heating after 15 minutes of the experiment. It really wonders me on the time i took on heating the solution before i could finally get my solid residue. But everything turns out to be fine eventually, i think, haha.

thanks to Then follow Kestler and Ena to buy presents. So was like going up and down Compass Point, searching for it. It turns out that both the presents are from the same store, haha. Sin ceraKez and Ena for the t-shirt. Then took a bus home after spending 2-3 hours in Compass, with Kez persuading me to go for the class outing. Decided to go for the class outing after "sometime".

Then went to Kez's house and played Fifa before going for tuition. Had a headache during the lesson, making it difficult for me to concentrate. Meet JinChen, YunRun, Joshua and Egin at KFC. Have dinner there and ride off in the cab to East Coast.

After we reached there, joined Jesmond in beach soccer-ing. The sand is really difficult to play in as you need to use more energy in maintaining your balance and also need to withstand the abrasion caused by the sand that is stick onto the ball. So the game moved from free kicks, to one-on-one then finally to girls vs boys. Tired but fun though, haha.After beach soccer, the remaining of the class played "murderer"- Munshi's bonding game!- haha.

Then at last, we celebrated Kez's birthday, by burying him in the sand, haha. Returned home like about 1am plus. Worn-out...

Lastly, i think i accidentally block up my SIM card so do not contact me via handphone. Thanks.

2009-03-18T15:20:00.003+08:00

Well, i'm 16 years and 2 days old, and i really could not think of the best way to express this excitement, after 2 days, besides saying it plainly, haha.

Gone out with my Mom to Compass to buy my birthday present. Finally, get to replace my spoilt wallet, haha. Instead of a cake like the previous years, i had a KFC Feast! Ate quite a lot since its my sister's treat. There is neither birthday song, nor candles to blow, and no wishes made this year but still i had quite a decent birthday, haha.

Sin cera thanks to all my friends who had wished me during my birthday. Its the best part of that day, and the past few days too.

Forget to mention about the Greendale Jogathon. I wasn't in the mood of running for the whole day, so decided to walk instead. But then found out that when you start to idle (walk), all the thoughts will come haunting you again. So i ran to catch up with Zhi Huan,whom i walked with again, haha.

2009-03-13T21:30:00.002+08:00

Music Playlist at MixPod.com

2009-02-25T16:47:00.003+08:00

Find this song quite nice...

2009-01-26T22:18:00.007+08:00

HAPPY LUNAR NEW YEAR!

Many events had accompanied the reopening of the school. Expected the first week, which is becoming the first month instead, to be the busiest.

Lets start off with the first week...

Had duty on this week and I became the announcer. Need to read out announcements and the pledge taking. I was really nervous, blabbering out the announcements most of the time, haha. Not used to doing all these kind of stuff, whereby hundred pairs of eyes will locking onto you.

Besides the school work, there would also other activities, such as the CCA fair. The NCC booth set up a space for the students to try out the free fall. Then do not really know what wrong with the wind that day, it was quite strong. So it blew and blew against that space, and blew down a bench which act as a pillar to support the net. Since it was the center bench, i went in to prevent it from dropping further down, just in case the whole thing was torn down. I did. However, the bench at the side fall on me the next moment. The pain was there, but recovered quickly. Went to tuition after the fair, then played soccer and the next moment,... i fallen sick, straight after that. So i was like thinking, what a luck i had for the day.

As the week progress on...

The entries of homework are numerous in the handbook of mine. The 2hours homework policy is always pack with different subjects. Monday may be Maths and English, and the following day may be another 2 or 3 other subjects. The homework will automatically accumulate itself up after the end of school. Therefore as long as there are free periods, I will likely to be rushing homework. Supplementary lessons had also been changed from occasionally to regularly, thus the 2 days in each weeks will be very packed, but fortunately, i still can COPE, haha.

Now Chinese New Year...

Had a tiring day. Wake up at 11 plus to get dress up and prepared. Then ask my brother (he came back, from Orlando, just in time for the reunion dinner) whether or not we can wash hair. Then he was not sure but he washed it. So i was like, okay, lets forget about the practice and focus on the hygiene, so i wash it too, haha. Then wore my new year's clothing, a checkered black and white shirt.Followed by a black-white-red diamond-shaped tie, jean and end off with a pair of leather shoes, haha.

So travel from Punggol to Tampines. Saw my relatives. Managed to held some conversations with them. Talk about studies and about my life recently. I also did my favourite activity there which is to eat, and eat, and eat. Finish visiting all my relatives by 5 plus and all of us were worn out, haha. Quite a normal Chinese New Year though, but its good enough, haha.

2008-12-18T23:42:00.004+08:00

Received calls from Kestler and Klement today, just to make sure i woke up and meet them before 1030. Was still late anyway but fortunately Egin and JiaJun were late too. So meet up with YunRun along the way and we set off to Ehub. Reach there at about 11 plus, and as usual, feel a bit sick during the ride. Went to buy tickets to watch Twilight for the 1630 timing. Change of plans from having lunch at Subway to Mac, meet up with Erni and Yushan. Quite regret after the meal, as I started having stomachache. So went to the washroom while the rest proceed to the bowling alley.

Went to slack with YunRun and Egin after returning from the washroom. We sit on the chairs while the rest were playing bowling. So we are like watching this expensive leisure and rot on the seats at the same time, haha. Then after a few minutes, YunRun and I went to explore Ehub even though we knew Ehub is almost as void as void decks. Went back to the bowling alley and sit down and watch again. Then watch awhile more, after about 20 to 30 minutes of rotting i think, YunRun gets thirsty.

So along with Egin, we went to Fairprice. Then we were like crapping in there. We went pass the freezers and were like talking about organs transplanting being free and easily for Egin, haha. We all started laughing and soon came back to the original topic, buying drinks. Then in the end, we did not buy a single thing out from there. Then went to Old Chang Kee to buy food instead, and we joke about the signboard too. Went back in again and saw Nadhirah there, watching bowling too, haha. So was like watching them play for only about 5 minutes before YunRun gets thirsty again. Went back to get drinks, 7-UP Revive and Coke Zero.

Then YunRun dirtied his hands and went to the washroom. We saw Ena and Joanne along the way back. Forgot to ask them why they are here, because of a stupid crap that YunRun started off and Kestler continued. Then at the last throw for Kestler and Klement, i said as long as the person strike, i will buy him popcorn, and yes, Kestler strike, haha.Anyway, we shifted from bowling alley to arcade. Only played table soccer as i wasnt quite interested with the other machines, haha.

Finally, time to watch Twilight! Was a bit disappointed as the commercials played made me took this show as an action-packed movie, but it a romance movie. Starting of the movie was quite slow actually but was very nice as it developed. And yes, crapping do not stop outside the cinema, it comes all the way in, its embarrassing and funny at the same time, haha. After the movie, stomachache again.

Went to Nazsry's house after that and have a cup of lychee. Then went to Punggol Plaza with JiaJun and YunRun, had my dinner there, then back home.

2008-12-07T19:13:00.011+08:00

Woke up about 8 plus today, and yes, that is very early for me, haha. Accompany my mother to Tampines. We went there to celebrate my nephew's first month on Earth, haha. I knew that i became his uncle about a few days ago, after my aunt rang up to invite us for the celebration.

We were supposed to be there by 1100, to meet up with my aunts first, but we reach at 1130. Then my mother and I thought that we would be very late however when we reach there, my aunts are not ready yet. The first thing that my aunts said to me is, "Wa, Ah Lun, you so tall le huh?". Later, we went over to my cousin's house. A good thing about his house: it is within walking distance, haha. Then my cousin show me the way to his baby. i do not know what will he be calling me, but i will be calling his name, Dylon Chua Cheng Xing!

Then my cousin also got food catering for us so had my lunch there. Did not ate much there, maybe it was due to the atmosphere, not really sure. Then i realized one thing during the conversation with one of my cousin: the rest of my cousins are all working. Then i was like thinking: darn! I'm the only one not working, haha. So bid farewell to my nephew, who was sleeping at that time, which i was suppose to be too, haha.

Then went back to my old residential area. They were revamping the area, adding elevators to every level. So was like standing outside a lift, then decided to crap a bit. So i tell my mom that there is an elevator here. So i board it and my mom follow. Then i tell my mom to press 8, which was the original level we once lived in in the block. She pressed it and when the lift door closed, she asked, "where are we going?". Then my reply is, "I DON'T KNOW!", haha.

Then went to see my maternal family. Then when my grandparents saw me they said, "who are you?", haha. Then they say i grown tall too, haha. Chat with them and ate the popiahs they made, and it was marvellous, haha. Bid farewell to them after finished watching a show.

Then was planning to dragged my mom to Subway, before she said she do not like it. So we moved on to Mac instead. But i got myself something different this time, Mega McSpicy. Quite nice, and its a large serving, haha.

2008-12-01T15:51:00.005+08:00

Forget to mention one very important thing, haha. Thank you ChingLing for the present you give me. Its very nice and makes me think of Harry Potter, haha.

Very very tired today, haha. Went to school in the morning for photography session. Change into no.1 and blazer for the shoot. Taken only a few pictures before passing to Abel as it was my turn to be taken.

Seriously, how i hate to be taken under the lens. My face was like turning numb from smiling because its really very difficult for me to smile when you know that someone will be taking your picture. I was forcing myself to smile and i know the picture will turn out to be very awkward but... NO CHOICE, hahaha.

Taken a lot of pictures, i think i took about 7 to 8, and was still thinking about how to smile, lol. Heard a lot of solutions such as showing the teeth but it is not smiling, it doing Colgate advertisement, haha just joking. And yes, cheering does make me smile but I still find it difficult to maintain, haha. Had fun today but was tired, do not really know why.

Later went with Klement, Jillian, Zhi Huan and Doreen to Compass Point to have Subway. The food there was delicious. I think i should really try out other favour the next time and not stick to Parmesan Chicken Teriyaki though its.... good, haha.

2008-11-29T21:29:00.003+08:00

Lets back track! On last week's Sunday, went with Klement, Darunee, Joanne, Jeslyn and Ying Zhuang to help in celebrating Li Jun's birthday. I only remember that we were brought around Compass Point for a 'walk' haha. We walk from the basement, to the top, back to the basement and back up to the top again.

Then on our way to Li Jun's house, Darunee realised that there was no lighter so she and Jeslyn went back to get one. On the way, was quite afraid that Klement will forgot the route because it will be like waste a lot of time under the hot day. So when we get there, we waited awhile for Darunee and Jeslyn to come back. They did, but the lighter lack of lighter fluid, so still did not manage to light up haha. Then the main character came down, and we celebrate.

Do not really like the cake, or should i say i do not like the creamy feeling it gives me haha, anyway i manage to finish it. Went to threw the tissue paper away, but on the way back heard the girls giggling. Then was like something bad going to happen, but dismissed it as wild thoughts. But it seriously did. They called Klement over, then i was like die... and they start to spread the cake... on to the face. Klement manage to get away but i was like in the dead end already. So got it on my cheek, but then i forgot who spread it haha.

2008-11-26T21:50:00.010+08:00

MunshiMunshiMunshiMunshiMunshiMunshiMunshiMunshiMunshiMunshi

Finally settled down to post about Outward Bound Singapore. On that very first day, we waited at the OBS meeting area for the ship to come to ferry us from the Punggol jetty to Palau Ubin. We did a lot of things such as ice-breakers, kayaking, tent pitching.

It started off with everyone playing concentration. i think at that time we all were still not quite used to interact with each other. But the bonds seemed to have started after everyone went into the sea before the start of the kayaking lesson. We went in, hand in hand, not letting go off whoever is beside us. That's the best "ice-breaker" i had. We then kayak in trios to a point on the sea to learn about capsizing, came back and went off to kayak for a short while. Then we went off to fixed our dinner and pitch our tent with the "magic sticks" and sheets.

On the second day, we picked up a load of 15kg on our back and move of from Camp 1 to Camp 2. It is about 1.6km walk with steep gradient, pass through the forest. Everyone supports each other along the way. We cheered, we socialized and bonded ourselves along the walk. In there, we did activities such as belaying and trust fall. I had my very first experience of flying fox. It is simply breathe-taking, 'flying' down a height of 6 to 7 levels. And if i not wrong, it was certainly the 'murderer' in all of us that doubled the speed taken for us to built the bond. We too have our own marathons. We battled very hard and got into the second, not bad already.

As nightfall, we were to venture into the forest again. Trusting our friends in front of us, we follow their lead. We the stop at a place and numbered ourselves. We then entered the tunnel in order and our trainer Dayah say these to us: "Are you scared of the dark?", "Are you afraid of being alone?", "Are you scared to be in a confined area?" and ended with "Don't worry, you'll survive". Its pitch dark in the one-way tunnel, rounded walls. My first thought was snake in the tunnels. But after a few seconds of confusion, it was quickly replaced by the thought of reaching the other side as soon as possible.

On the third day, we had land expedition. Carrying our 15kg load, we bashes into the forestry area, searching for our checkpoints to progress on. Tiring we are, but we showed teamwork and trust along the way. We had a lot of fun until it was disrupted by lightning and we were forced to settle ourselves in the shelter. Then i learn how to know the time using stones and who to invited for a birthday party and where to go around the world, haha.

When nightfall, it was like raining cats and dogs with strong winds. Luckily we stabled the tent beforehand. Very 'cosy' night as some of the kind-hearted members help to cook for us in the rain and bring in the food for us.

During the fourth day, woke up at 4 to 5+ to move to the setting off area, had sea expedition. We kayak from one end of Palau Ubin to the other. And that was like for 8 hours! Fun fighting against the tides. Ate coffee powder when was very tired and realised that it was actually very nice haha. Kayaking was still very new to me though, but then it sure was fun. Then we had a cookery competition at night. And we came in second! Not bad since we are like dumping every single food into it, haha.

But the very last night was disastrous. Do not know why at all, I could not sleep!

Then on the last day, we had water confidence jump. And yes, one by one, we jumped. Quite thrilling, haha, but i mean what i said before i jumped. Then we bade goodbye with each other and exchange our contact.

Comrades in Munshi are:

Dayah (Watch's instructor)
Adam
Benjamin
Celine
Daryl
Fatin
Jasmine
Kelvin
Kia Kiat
Lorrayne
Rafidah
Shuyi
Wei Xiong
Wilson
Yong Zhi
ZiHui

This is the best camp i went to and your are the best people i worked with. Thank you for being there in making this experience with me.

MunshiMunshiMunshiMunshiMunshiMunshiMunshiMunshiMunshiMunshi

2008-11-07T23:06:00.003+08:00

你的绘画凌乱着.
在这个时刻.
我想起喷泉旁的白鸽.
甜蜜散乱了.

情绪莫名的拉扯.
我还爱你呐.
伴你断断续续唱着歌.
假装没事了.

时间过了走了.
爱情面临选择.
你冷了倦了我哭了.

一开始的不快乐.
你用卡片拭写着.
有些爱只给到这真的懂了.

怎麽了.你累了.说好的.幸福呐
我懂了.不说了.爱淡了.梦远了
开心与不开心.一一叙说着.你在不舍
那些爱过的感觉都太深刻.我都还记得.

你不等了.说好的.幸福呐.
我错了.泪干了.放手了.后悔了.
只是回忆的音乐盒还旋转着.要怎么停呐.

你的绘画凌乱着.
在这个时刻.
我想起喷泉旁的白鸽.
甜蜜散乱了.

情绪莫名的拉扯.
我还爱你呐.
伴你断断续续唱着歌.
假装没事了.

时间过了走了.
爱情面临选择.
你冷了却了我哭了.

一开始的不快乐.
你用卡片拭写着.
有些爱只给到这真的懂了.

怎麽了.你累了.说好的.幸福呐.
我懂了.不说了.爱淡了.梦远了.
开心与不开心.一一叙说着.你在不舍.
那些爱过的感觉都太深刻.我都还记得.

你不等了.说好的.幸福呐.
我错了.泪干了.放手了.后悔了.
只是回忆的音乐盒还旋转着.要怎么停呐.

怎麽了.
你累了.
说好的.
幸福呐.
我懂了.
不说了.
爱淡了.
梦淹了.
我都还记得.

你不等了.说好的.幸福呐.
我错了.泪干了.放手了.后悔了.
只是回忆的音乐盒还旋转着.要怎么停呐.

Do listen to 给我一首歌的时间 and 稻香.

2008-10-27T13:48:00.003+08:00

Liverpool is now at the top of the English Premier League Table leading with 23 points.

Skip my lunch yesterday because i woke up to late, but luckily manage to have a bowl of Mother's brand green bean soup. Then rushes out to play soccer.

Teamed up with Klement, Kestler, Justin, Vicent and a uncle, who left early, against YunRun, JiaJun, Nabil, Amirul, "Beckham" and a Victoria JC guy. The score is 10-7, and we won. Klement scored 6 goals, Justin scored 3 goals and Kes scored 1. But they said the Kes' goal is out, which i really do not understand why. Anyway YunRun ended the match with an own goal.

Its due to the miscommunication between him and the goalkeeper JiaJun. He tabbed the ball to JiaJun whom he thought was still at the goalpost, but JiaJun was so upfront from the goalpost, resulting in an own goal.

Then 1 of the goals scored by Klement is when Kes rushes by the right flank and crossed. Klement rushed to space, receive the ball and headed in the ball. JiaJun dived for the ball but misses. I rarely went up as I was a defender so did not manage to score but defended away some shots, haha.

Later went to Kes' house to watch High School Musical 2. Not as nice as the first one though but not very bad either, as the storyline is quite well done. Then watched the match between Liverpool and Chelsea, very exciting, haha.

2008-10-25T21:02:00.005+08:00

Got woken up by some SMSes, not blaming that person haha. Then was reading a book about the "Imponderables". Which i actually found out the uses of a appendict, which is to help in the production of white blood cells. Helps in re-ensuring my thinking that nothing in our body is useless, haha.

Then gone to Kes' house at 4+ pm and play soccer. Lost to him 3-1 in the first match but won 3-2 in the second match with lady luck smiling on me, haha. Then went down to play soccer together. Got Klement down, which is when he start blaming us for disturbing his favourite chat, haha.

Anyway, today is the best soccer match comeback i ever had. The 2 teams for today is: Zhigang, Me, Glenn, Daniel and Irfan VS Klement (Fabregas), Kestler(Deco), Glenn's friend, Chun Yang and a goalkeeper. Klement's team is leading by 4 goals with Klement getting a hat trick and a goal scored by Kestler. So the result now is Klement's team leading by 4-0. Could not remember how they scored, lol.

Then do not know what happen between Klement's goalkeeper and Daniel. They started quarrelling like nobodies' business then the goalie pass straight to Daniel. In a fit of anger, Daniel rammed the ball straight into the post, opening our first score. Then was telling Zhigang, that all play attacking since we are like being thrashed. But he stayed as sole defender, letting me play forward. Then Daniel cross to me from the right flank, which i got it, turn around to get pass Kes' defence and shot in the goal. Luck plays a very important part in here, as i was a very defence-based player, haha.

The goalkeeper then passed the ball to Glenn's friend, which is hesitating in front of the goalpost. Thus i charged in, take away the ball possession form him and scored. Daniel charged in by the right flank again, crossed over to me,which i accidentally chipped it over the goal, missing my hat trick, haha. Next, Zhigang rammed from our half of the court and shoot in the goal. Now the result is 4-4.

This time i charged through the left flank and crossed to Daniel which he control the ball nicely and scored. We won 5-4, the nicest comeback i ever had, haha. Wish that Liverpool could win or at least manage a draw for tomorrow game with Chelsea, haha.

2008-10-24T21:10:00.004+08:00

Okay, lets talk about the examinations, and cry over the spill milk, haha. I threw 9marks of geography into the waterfall and see it rushes down the very last minute of the examination.

In the End-Of-Year Geography, we are given 3 questions. I chose 2 of the questions that i have most confidence in. Question 2 come with a picture of a river feature. It have a big white patch which i misunderstood it as the river and it seems like a highland making me think the it i a waterfall. So i just drew it without checking with question 1 or 3 if there is a possibility or repeating the question.

Coming to the end of the examination, i looked at question 1 did i realize that i have to draw a waterfall feature for it too. Then was like "how can it be possible that i have to draw it twice?". Then i look back at the picture. It looks so much like a cliff. Before i could even redraw, the "pens down" command is given. Thus 9marks out of 50marks rushes into the plunge pool, it is almost 1/5 of the total marks.

So straight after the examinations, i gone berserk. Was like asking Jesmond if i can hit him to vent my anger, haha. Shockingly, he allowed it, which i too smack his palm once after that. But i carry on being wild and crazy going about. Heard from Doreen that i was like chanting and chanting after the examinations, haha. So if anyone spotted any abnormal actions i did straight after my very first paper, Geography, please pardon me, haha. Realize that many people make the same mistake after the test. Instead of taking it as a waterfall, they took it as a headland and bay.

Then for Additional Mathematics and Physics is most likely to fail. The papers are very alien-like to me, haha. For now, the Higher Mother Tongue paper do not look very optimistic, haha.

I think i will be able to pass my other subjects hopefully. Including Geography, i will be able to pass 5 out of 8 subjects, if everything went smoothly.

Ooh ya, i pass my English paper 2, and get higher marks than i expected, surprisingly. Ironically, the examinations hall is flood with both happiness and sadness at the same time. Lots of friends passed and a number of them failed too. But then even if you failed this paper, there will still be chances to pass. There is still paper 1 and listening comprehension, so do not feel low, think positively and the war is half-won.

Jia You!!!

2008-10-23T21:57:00.001+08:00

2008-10-21T17:09:00.002+08:00

Will be posting about the examination marathon by... the end of the week, haha. Did not manage to find the music track itself, so can only post its video up, not bad...

In Love With A Girl - Gavin DeGraw

2008-10-15T15:42:00.005+08:00

Had a VERY healthy lifestyle yesterday. Beside having a plate of chicken rice set meal for lunch, my mother force to but a plate of fruits, haha. Took the HMT examination yesterday. Hmm, do not seems so optimistic about the test, haha. 2 extremely long cloze passages, summary and also a few more long passages for multiple choice. 2 hours really is a bit too short, haha. Anyway, the examinations' marathon will start tomorrow, wish us good luck!

**/\_/*\_/\<>"BREAK A LEG"<>/\_/*\_/\**

2008-10-11T23:48:00.001+08:00

Gone to Punggol Plaza with my mother at 9am. If you know me well, that's quite an achievement to me, haha, because i seldom was an early riser.

Went there to have a health check for the Outward Bound Singapore camp. Realised that being a doctor was a job which is difficult in the beginning, and sweet the very next. Got this kind of thinking when my mom and i got in the Consultant Room to see the doctor. All he did is ask me about my present state of health, medical history and my height and weight... and that was all. All the things that he asked, was like directly read off from the piece of certification. By doing so, it cost me $21, including $1 GST, lol. My mom then joked that she can also be doctor after leaving the clinic, haha.

Verified fit for the camp, but yet to decide whether or not to go for it. Only 4 boys is in there, kind of inproportionate, haha. Nevertheless, see first, decide later...

When down to the market with my mom to buy bean curd and banana, found that a KFC outlet is opening soon. Then was wondering, when will a Mac be opened in the Plaza? Went straight to sleep after reaching home at 10+ am. Woke up at 3+ pm, haha, 5 hours of 'nap'.

2008-10-10T21:47:00.003+08:00

Damaged - Danity Kane

2008-10-09T16:08:00.001+08:00

Its Not Over - Secondhand Serenade

My tears run down like razorblades
And no, I'm not the one to blame
It's you ' or is it me?
And all the words we never say
Come out and now we're all ashamed
And there's no sense in playing games
When you've done all you can do

But now it's over, it's over, why is it over?
We had the chance to make it
Now it's over, it's over, it can't be over
I wish that I could take it back
But it's over

I lose myself in all these fights
I loose my sense of wrong and right
I'd cry, I cry
It's shaking from the pain that's in my head
I just wanna crawl into my bed
And throw away the life I led
But I won't let it die, but I won't let it die

But now it's over, it's over, why is it over?
We had the chance to make it
Now it's over, it's over, it can't be over
I wish that I could take it back

I'm falling apart, I'm falling apart
Don't say this won't last forever
You're breaking my heart, you're breaking my heart
Don't tell me that we will never be together
We could be, over and over
We could be, forever

I'm falling apart, I'm falling apart
Don't say this won't last forever
You're breaking my heart, you're breaking my heart
Don't tell me that we will never be together
We could be, over and over
We could be, forever

It's not over, it's not over, it's never over
Unless you let it take you
It's not over, it's not over, it's not over
Unless you let it break you
It's not over

2008-10-08T00:23:00.003+08:00

Today Chinese Paper went quite smoothly, i think...haha. Paper 1 was done quite confidently, but Paper 2 was not done so well.

The Potential Breakup Song - Aly & AJ

2008-10-06T18:05:00.007+08:00

Okay...I messed it up! My heart was like thumping real fast even before flipping the pages of Paper 1. Concentrated on my composition instead. The letter writing had successfully 'kick' me, haha, wasted 15 minutes to think about the format and how it should be written. So was like not feeling quite optimistic about the test until i reach canteen. Which is where i realised that YunRun also make the similar mistake. Then did I lighten up a bit, thinking that maybe more people are in the same situation, haha. Paper 2 was not difficult, the process is quite smooth, but still i dare not pinned high hopes. The more hopes i pinned, the more disappointment i may get. But still i wished i can pass...haha.

LADIES AND GENTLEMEN

2008-10-01T00:00:00.001+08:00

Music of the Night - Phantom of the Opera

When I Grow Up - The Pussycat Dolls

Dani California - Red Hot Chili Peppers

All I Wanna Do - Sugarland

2008-09-30T19:00:00.006+08:00

Boys Like Girls - Thunder - Boys Like Girls

Today is a winding road
Thats taking me to places that I didnt want to go, whoa
Today in the blink of an eye
Im holding on to something and I do not know why I tried

I tried to read between the lines
I tried to look in your eyes
I want a simple explanation; what Im feeling inside
I gotta find a way out
Maybe theres a way out

Your voice was the soundtrack of my summer
Do you know youre unlike any other?
Youll always be my thunder, and I said
Your eyes are the brightest of all the colors
I dont wanna ever love another
Youll always be my thunder
So bring on the rain
And bring on the thunder

Today is a winding road
Tell me where to start and tell me something I dont know, whoa
Today Im on my own
I cant move a muscle and I cant pick up the phone, I dont know

And now I'm itching for the tall grass
And longing for the breeze
I need to step outside, just to see if I can breathe
I gotta find a way out
Maybe theres a way out

Your voice was the soundtrack of my summer
Do you know youre unlike any other?
Youll always be my thunder, and I said
Your eyes are the brightest of all the colors
I dont wanna ever love another
Youll always be my thunder
So bring on the rain
And bring on the thunder

Yeah Im walking on a tightrope
I'm wrapped up in vines
I think Ill make it out but you just gotta give me time
Strike me down with lightning
Let me feel you in my veins
I wanna let you know how much I feel your pain

Today is a winding road
Thats taking me to places that I didnt want to go, whoa

Your voice was the soundtrack of my summer
Do you know youre unlike any other?
Youll always be my thunder, and I said
Your eyes are the brightest of all the colors
I dont wanna ever love another
Youll always be my thunder
So bring on the rain
And bring on the thunder

Your voice was the soundtrack of my summer
Do you know youre unlike any other?
Youll always be my thunder
So bring on the rain
Oh baby bring on the pain
And listen to the thunder

1987: A song by Jacky Wu. Think that the lyrics is not bad, and i only mean the lyrics, haha.

2008-09-27T11:56:00.003+08:00

Went down to have my lunch this afternoon. Was queuing up for Fried Fish Soup, then the assistant there ask me if i wanted to add condense milk. I was like already use to adding condense milk into the Fried Fish Soup already, so i said yes. Then she was like giving me a puzzled look. Then did i remember about the Sanlu's milk poisoning in China. Was looking at the previous buyer who bought the same food as mine straight after that. He did not add condense milk! Haha. It thus show me how much an impact had the poisoning of milk powder make to Singaporeans. But still i hate the puzzled look she gave me haha.

She Will Be Love - Maroon 5

2008-09-26T19:31:00.009+08:00

After school, came out at about 1215 with ZhiHuan and LieShun to prepare for the Paintball session in Amoy Quee Camp. On the way out, we met up with JinChen, Gideon, JinWai and Randolph. Then here come a very confusing part.

Gid mentioned that JC said we can be released by 1215. Then JC said I am the one who said it. But then i heard it from LS, who heard it from ZH. And ZH heard it from JC.We were then questioning each other, causing me to be so confused, and started to jump in frustration on the basketball court.

The discussion finally stopped after we arrived in the canteen. Nobody seems to remember about it after we sat down with our food on the tables, haha. Take attendance, collect consent forms, and finally board the bus!

The Encik there, then teach us on wearing our protective armor. Starting from the vest, which left the sides of the body unprotected, then the helmet, followed by the super big but cool mask, then the neck protector. He then show us the impact of the Paintball rifle and the overall appearance.

First time playing Paintball, was quite excited, haha. SooYong, WeiCong, Randolph, Hanif and I was the very first Charlie Team to enter the arena against the Bravo. So we decided to defend first. Let the Bravo waste most of their ammunition before we started attacking. So we started off running to different barrels.

Here comes the next funny thing. Hanif, Weicong and I charged towards the same cover, for your information, there are easily more than 10 covers there, haha. Then i was like telling WC to move to the next cover. "WeiCong, move the the cover on my left, I move to the right". Then WC asked, "Wait, they are all shooting...". At that moment, someone earns a head shot. It hits WC's mask directly in the dead center. That happens just as i thought WC is in a cover, lol.

After that, i ran to my next cover to shoot at the Bravo. Do not really know if i had shot anyone, but it was real fun. Then Randolph went berserk and charged for the flag straight away after hearing that we can grabbed the flag. He jump over the air cushions and went over the rope. The Bravo was like gathering around a tree, waiting for a sitting duck. So i was like wasting all my rounds, shooting at them while they were still out, aiming at Randolph. Miraculously, he was back, with the flag, unscathed.

Then next Charlie Team highlight is on JinWai. After a while as they can retrieve the flag, JW make an attempted to slide into the station to grabbed the flag. Remember me mentioning that the side of the vest is unprotected? He was shot there. They won though after PeiHe charged for the flag. JW later showed us his injuries, one at body, one at the throat and one straight into the mouth. The formest, was like pale yellow at the center and red sores around it, looks quite painful.

The last match, the Sir Aw and Sir Chan joined in. Both side charge forward. Sir Aw adapted the very first prowling position. And was cross-firing with Zamil i think. Charlie won again, haha. And the aftermath comments by Sir Chan, for a specific reason, for the game was "The Charlie is so cruel".

Thus the Charlie won Bravo 3-0 in Paintball, CHEERS!

Rushed to AVA room after dismissal. Then Ms Quek asked "Why are you not covered in paint?". Then i remembered my reply was "Cause i know how to hide", haha. OK, Got into the SC's discussion on certain things. I know what was the topic that they were discussing about but do not know the entire content. So was like entering a cinema watching Art film, BLUR. Then played badminton for a short while, which was fun and weary me easily, maybe due to my attire, haha. Gone to Punggol Plaza with Chingling and Klement. Cranking stupid jokes along the way...,lol.

Came home and saw the little neighbour's toddlers. When to play with them, haha. Performed a mini "magic"show and play with them a while before going home, haha. Thats all folks!

2008-09-23T23:44:00.001+08:00

The Reason - Hoobastank

I'm not a perfect person
There's many things I wish I didn't do
But I continue learning
I never meant to do those things to you
And so I have to say before I go
That I just want you to know

I've found a reason for me
To change who I used to be
A reason to start over new
and the reason is you

I'm sorry that I hurt you
It's something I must live with everyday
And all the pain I put you through
I wish that I could take it all away
And be the one who catches all your tears
Thats why i need you to hear

I've found a resaon for me
To change who I used to be
A reason to start over new
and the reason is You [x4]

I'm not a perfect person
I never meant to do those things to you
And so I have to say before I go
That I just want you to know

I've found a reason for me
To change who I used to be
A reason to start over new
and the reason is you

I've found a reason to show
A side of me you didn't know
A reason for all that I do
And the reason is you

2008-09-22T23:32:00.005+08:00

Today, school was quite fun. During P.E, the whole class got to play badminton. Ohh ya, hereby, thanks Egin for giving me a Dunlop Sports racket, haha. Back to the lessons, was playing badminton with JiaJun. We were playing so many sets until both of us were so exhausted, haha. Even though my whole shirt was drenched with my sweat, hands too were dirtied by the grip of the racket, but overall, it was still an enjoyable process.

Then was like a bit sleepy during Maths lesson. Maybe due to overeating of iron, not sure, just know that eating too much during breaks will make one sleepy, haha. Ms Khong also asked the whole class why we all look so sleepy. Then i was wondering, is it because we play TOO hard during P.E, haha. JiaJun asked for permission to go to toilet to wash his face seems to have confirmed by thoughts, lol. But this sights was totally the opposite at the last Amath lesson. The whole class got a bit in HAVOC. We were noisy and excited, do not know why, haha.

Almost forgot to mentioned, the class had Amaths test today. Was like really difficult. had absent-mindedly left my Amath and Physics textbooks in school after NCC. Now, i must thank Joshua for putting it under the care of the General Office, haha. Okae back to the tests. Decided to try and do as much logic out as possible. I recalled that I will always says: "Fail liao", after Amaths test. So I go for a change. Klement and Joshua was like asking me how is the test , then i said, "Wow, the test is so easy...". An they were shocked at that point. But after i added in somemore, "...to fail". Joshua "diao" me straight after that, and Klement said "I thought for the first time Aloysius know how to do the Amaths test", lol.

2008-09-21T02:13:00.002+08:00

Recently, do not really know what to post about. Life seems to flowing with lesser fun and entertainment. Every single details seems to be "diluted". Things that will make me laugh out from the heart seems to be lesser, don't really know why... Not being negative nor pessimistic, was like just thinking about how i spent the days recently, and realise that it is very systematic. Which is studying, then sports after school, come home, and use computer then study a while before i sleep. Not very casual, not very me, haha.

Following on that, YunRun said to me, if you got nothing to post about, then post about how you spend your day. That's was what i going to do. Wake up at 2+ pm, slept late the last night, and gone to have my lunch. Ate bak zou mee, hope your understand what i meant, lol. Then after a while gone down to play soccer with Kestler and YunRun. Join in with the kids, an uncle and ZhiGang, a student from NanChiau Sec. Score 2 goals, haha, one is when i curl in from the left flank towards goal and the other is when Zhigang uses his knees to hit the ball (i think), and it goes over his head and was like bouncing in front of me then i just kick in. Haha, very lucky timing and place. Then was wondering now, why do we need to do the push up when we score 5 goals and the opponent score 4 goals, including the last goals, haha.

Ohh ya, manage to score a goal using my outer sole. Kez taught me on how to use, thanks Kez. Was kicking from the right flank. Thus curled the ball outwards into the left bottom corner of the goal, haha.

2008-09-14T00:47:00.001+08:00

Like the rhythm...

Thanks for the Memories - Fall Out Boy

2008-09-13T14:53:00.004+08:00

My Blog Song:
情非得已-Harlem Yu Chen Qing

难已忘记初次见你
一双迷人的眼睛
在我脑海里
你的身影
挥散不去
握你的双手感觉你的温柔
真的有点透不过气
你的天真我想珍惜
看到你受委屈我会伤心

哦~~~

只怕我自己会爱上你
不敢让自己靠得太近
怕我没什么能够给你
爱你也需要很大的勇气

只怕我自己会爱上你
也许有天会情不自禁
想念只让自己苦了自己
爱上你是我情非得已

难已忘记初次见你
一双迷人的眼睛
在我脑海里
你的身影
挥散不去
握你的双手感觉你的温柔
真的有点透不过气
你的天真我想珍惜
看到你受委屈我会伤心

哦~~~

只怕我自己会爱上你
不敢让自己靠得太近
怕我没什么能够给你
爱你也需要很大的勇气

只怕我自己会爱上你
也许有天会情不自禁
想念只让自己苦了自己
爱上你是我情非得已

什么愿意
我竟然有会遇见你
我真的真的不愿意
就这样陷入爱的陷井

哦~~

只怕我自己会爱上你
不敢让自己靠得太近
怕我没什么能够给你
爱你也耍要很大的勇气

只怕我自己会爱上你
也许有天会情不自禁
想念只让自己苦了自己
爱上你是我情非得已
爱上你是我情非得已

2008-09-12T22:41:00.002+08:00

Good news are that i found my Chemistry Textbook. Bad news are that my memory are worsening, haha. I absent-mindedly left it on my desk and thought that i brought it to school.

2008-09-11T22:54:00.006+08:00

This is Me - Demi Lovato

I've always been the kind of girl
That hid my face
So afraid to tell the world
What I've got to say
But I have this dream
Right inside of me
I'm gonna let it show
It's time to let you know
to let you know

This is real
This is me
I'm exactly where I'm supposed to be now
Gonna let the light shine on me
Now I've found who I am
There's no way to hold it in
No more hiding who I wanna be
This is me

Do you know what it's like
To feel so in the dark
To dream about a life
Where you're the shining star
Even though it seems
Like it's too far away
I had to believe in myself
It's the only way

This is real
This is me
I'm exactly where I'm supposed to be now
Gonna let the light shine on me
Now I've found who I am
There's no way to hold it in
No more hiding who I wanna be
This is me

You're the voice I hear inside my head
The reason that I'm singing
I need to find you
I gotta find you
You're the missing piece I need
The song inside of me
I need to find you
I gotta find you

This is real
This is me
I'm exactly where I'm supposed to be now
Gonna let light shine on me
Now I've found who I am
There's no way to hold it in
No more hiding who I wanna be
This is me

You're the missing piece I need
The song inside of me

This is me

You're the voice I hear inside my head
The reason that I'm singing

Now I've found who I am
There's no way to hold it in
No more hiding who I wanna be
This is me. . .

Shut Up! - Simple Plan

There you go
you're always so right
it's all a big show
it's all about you
you think you know
what everyone needs
you always take time to criticise me
it seems like everyday
i make mistakes
i just can't get it right
its like im the one you love to hate
but not today

so shut up, shut up, shut up
don't wanna hear it
get out, get out, get out
get outta my way
step up, step up, step up
you'll never stop me
nothing you say today
is gonna bring me down

there you go
you never ask why
its all a big lie
whatever you do
you think you're so special
but i know and i know and i know
and we know that you're not
you're always there to point out
my mistakes
and shove them in my face
its like im the one you love to hate
but not today

so shut up, shut up, shut up
dont wanna hear it
get out, get out, get out
get outta my way
step up, step up, step up
you'll never stop me
nothing you say today
is gonna bring me down
shut up, shut up, shut up
is gonna bring me down
shut up, shut up, shut up
you'll never bring me down

dont tell me who i should be
(dont tell me who i should be)
and dont try to tell me whats right for me
dont tell me what i should do
i dont wanna waste my time
i'll watch you fade away

so shut up, shut up, shut up
dont wanna hear it
get out, get out, get out
get outta my way
step up, step up, step up
you'll never stop me
nothing you say today
is gonna bring me down

shut up, shut up, shut up
dont wanna hear it
get out, get out, get out
get outta my way
step up, step up, step up
you'll never stop me
nothing you say
is gonna bring me down
bring me down
shut up, shut up, shut up.

Welcome To My Life - Simple Plan

Do you ever feel like breaking down?
Do you ever feel out of place?
Like somehow you just don't belong
And no one understands you
Do you ever wanna runaway?
Do you lock yourself in your room?
With the radio on turned up so loud
That no one hears you screaming

No you don't know what it's like
When nothing feels all right
You don't know what it's like
To be like me

To be hurt
To feel lost
To be left out in the dark
To be kicked when you're down
To feel like you've been pushed around
To be on the edge of breaking down
And no one's there to save you
No you don't know what it's like
Welcome to my life

Do you wanna be somebody else?
Are you sick of feeling so left out?
Are you desperate to find something more?
Before your life is over
Are you stuck inside a world you hate?
Are you sick of everyone around?
With their big fake smiles and stupid lies
While deep inside you're bleeding

No you don't know what it's like
When nothing feels all right
You don't know what it's like
To be like me

To be hurt
To feel lost
To be left out in the dark
To be kicked when you're down
To feel like you've been pushed around
To be on the edge of breaking down
And no one's there to save you
No you don't know what it's like
Welcome to my life

No one ever lied straight to your face
No one ever stabbed you in the back
You might think I'm happy but I'm not gonna be okay
Everybody always gave you what you wanted
Never had to work it was always there
You don't know what it's like, what it's like

To be hurt
To feel lost
To be left out in the dark
To be kicked when you're down
To feel like you've been pushed around
To be on the edge of breaking down
And no one's there to save you
No you don't know what it's like (what it's like)

To be hurt
To feel lost
To be left out in the dark
To be kicked when you're down
To feel like you've been pushed around
To be on the edge of breaking down
And no one's there to save you
No you don't know what it's like
Welcome to my life
Welcome to my life
Welcome to my life

Classical musics from Harry Potter

Harry Potter - Richard Clayderman

Harry potter - Mischief Managed

2008-09-11T20:05:00.005+08:00

Woke up quite early today and decided to have a cup of milk before going to school. Then absent-mindedly forgot that i am not suppose to run with milk in my stomach but i did. So was having a tingling pain at my left kidney as i ran. Was slowing down while running but still managed to keep up with my group of friends. Fortunately, i did not vomit, haha.

Have Chinese as the very first lesson, was like scratching my head and thinking about how to write the bao zhang bao dao, but then still managed to have a bit of my thoughts written down. Then during English, learnt about the formats of information writing.

During Social Studies, i was feeling quite weird, my mind was lost in Holland. Fortunately, I still understood Mdm Kartini's lesson. I remembered we were debating over whether Green Apple tea is nicer or is it Chocolate. It leads us into understanding ways of answering SBQs.

After the whole day, the last lesson was Chemistry, which is when i realise i LOST my CHEMISTRY TEXTBOOK. If anyone happens to be holding onto my textbook, please return to me AS SOON AS POSSIBLE, THANK YOU!. I was also preventing Joshua from getting asleep, and i was very much entertained by that, haha.

Disturbing someone can really bring a lot of entertainment, lol.

2008-09-10T18:03:00.001+08:00

知足 - Mayday

怎么去拥有一道彩虹怎么去拥抱一夏天的风
天上的星星笑地上的人总是不能懂不能知道足够

如果我爱上你的笑容要怎么收藏要怎么拥有
如果你快乐不是为我会不会放手其实才是拥有

当一阵风吹来风筝飞上天空为了你而祈祷而祝福而感动
终于你身影消失在人海尽头才发现笑着哭最痛

那天你和我那个山丘那样的唱着那一年的歌
那样的回忆那么足够足够我天天都品尝着寂寞

当一阵风吹来风筝飞上天空为了你而祈祷而祝福而感动
终于你身影消失在人海尽头才发现笑着哭最痛

当一阵风吹来风筝飞上天空为了你而祈祷而祝福而感动
终于你身影消失在人海尽头才发现笑着哭最痛 wo…

如果我爱上你的笑容要怎么收藏要怎么拥有
如果你快乐在不是为我会不会放手其实才是拥有

知足的快乐叫我忍受心痛
知足的快乐叫我忍受心痛

2008-09-10T17:47:00.002+08:00

Burning Up - J.B.s

S.O.S. - Jonas Brothers

When You Look Me In The Eyes - Jonas Brothers

2008-09-08T18:42:00.002+08:00

A very short post for today. We had second recess today! Mdm Kartini was waiting for the bell but the bell didn't rang. Then we thought she had a just some more things to cover so we concentrate on our work and didn't say anything, all the way until 10.30pm haha. Luckily, Mr Chong allow us to go for recess after knowing it, haha.

2008-09-07T17:01:00.002+08:00

Mr Jack Neo produced the movie "Money Not Enough 2", then I was wondering, whether students like ourselves can also produce movie named "Holidays Not Enough". My "one" week of holiday is so really not enough!!!

Saturday and Sunday were slacking away, taking my break before the last rush of the year. Was visiting my grandparents as my brother is leaving for USA on course. Then on Tuesday need to go back school for Social Studies extra lessons, but still managed to come back home to do my Chinese homework. Lets sidetrack a bit for Wednesday.

Wednesday is a totally fun day, had Chemistry remedial in the morning and went then to Singapore Polytechnic. The Polytechnic is like a few times of our school size. Walking from 1 block to another is about 15-30 minutes. Their auditorium is so huge, resemble 1/3 the size of the concert hall seen in King Kong movie. It welcome us by having a DJ to perform. Do not really like the music, too rough for me. Then split for lunch, must really thanks Jesmond for helping us to get some food. Assemble to Group A and chosen to go into courses regarding tourism and hotel management and multimedia with Joshua and Leonil.

Took picture with Sandy and Crystal and also edit a picture in the multimedia course. Then in the tourism course, have a lot of question about place all around the world. Example: Where is Walt Disney World Resort located at? Its at Orlando, Florida. Then lastly listened to song sang by the school band, i suppose, in Singapore Polytechnic. They performed song like Boston, I'm Yours, Apologise and many more. Have a very fruitful yet tiring day.

Then was like dead tired on Thursday so rested for the day. Then finish up my other homework on Friday, left only Chinese. It only 13 sets of them. 13 SETS!!! All i left is 2 DAYS... NOT ENOUGH!!!

But I make it through anyway, haha!

P.S: 2 different video link to "Money Not" and "Enough 2", the former shows "Money Not Enough 2" Trailer and the latter shows them advising the audience to switch off their handphone, quite entertaining haha.

2008-09-04T18:57:00.000+08:00

Viva la Vida - Coldplay

I used to rule the world
Seas would rise when I gave the word
Now in the morning I sleep alone
Sweep the streets I used to own

I used to roll the dice
Feel the fear in my enemies eyes
Listen as the crowd would sing:
"Now the old king is dead! Long live the king!"

One minute I held the key
Next the walls were closed on me
And I discovered that my castles stand
Upon pillars of salt, and pillars of sand

I hear Jerusalem bells are ringing
Roman Cavalry choirs are singing
Be my mirror my sword and shield
My missionaries in a foreign field
For some reason I can not explain
Once you know there was never, never an honest word
That was when I ruled the world
(Ohhh)

It was the wicked and wild wind
Blew down the doors to let me in.
Shattered windows and the sound of drums
People could not believe what I'd become
Revolutionaries Wait
For my head on a silver plate
Just a puppet on a lonely string
Oh who would ever want to be king?

I hear Jerusalem bells are ringing
Roman Cavalry choirs are singing
Be my mirror my sword and shield
My missionaries in a foreign field
For some reason I can not explain
I know Saint Peter won't call my name
Never an honest word
And that was when I ruled the world
(Ohhhhh Ohhh Ohhh)

Hear Jerusalem bells are ringings
Roman Cavalry choirs are singing
Be my mirror my sword and shield
My missionaries in a foreign field
For some reason I can not explain
I know Saint Peter will call my name
Never an honest word
But that was when I ruled the world
Oooooh Oooooh Oooooh

2008-09-03T21:17:00.002+08:00

Boston - Augustana

In the light of the sun, is there anyone? oh it has begun...
oh dear you look so lost, eyes are red and tears are shed,
this world you must've crossed...you said...

you don't know me, you don't even care,
you don't know me, you don't wear my chains...

essential and appealed, carry all your thoughts across
an open field,
when flowers gaze at you...they're not the only ones who cry
when they see you
you said...

you don't know me, you don't even care,
you don't know me, you don't wear my chains...

she said I think I'll go to Boston...
I think I'll start a new life,
I think I'll start it over, where no one knows my name,
I'll get out of California, I'm tired of the weather,
I think I'll get a lover and fly em out to Spain...
I think I'll go to Boston,
I think that I'm just tired
I think I need a new town, to leave this all behind...
I think I need a sunrise, I'm tired of the sunset,
I hear it's nice in the Summer, some snow would be nice...
Boston...where no one knows my name...

2008-09-02T18:39:00.014+08:00

An Improvisation On The Canon (Bonus Track) - Robin Spielberg

Love Song - Sara Bareilles

Head under water
And they tell me to breathe easy for a while
The breathing gets harder even I know that

You made room for me but it's too soon to see
If I'm happy in your hands
I'm unusually hard to hold on to

Blank stares at blank pages
No easy way to say this
You mean well but you make this hard on me

I'm not gonna write you a love song
'Cause you asked for it
'Cause you need one you see
I'm not gonna write you a love song
'Cause you tell me it's
Make or breaking this
If you're on your way
I'm not gonna write you to stay
If all you have is leaving
I'm gonna need a better reason to write you a love song today
Today

I learned the hard way
That they all say things you want to hear
My heavy heart sinks deep down under you
And your twisted words your help just hurts
You are not what I thought you were
Hello to high and dry

Convinced me to please you
Made me think that I need this too
I'm trying to let you hear me as I am

I'm not gonna write you a love song
'Cause you asked for it
'Cause you need one you see
I'm not gonna write you a love song

'Cause you tell me it's
Make or breaking this
If you're on your way
I'm not gonna write you to stay
If all you have is leaving
I'm gonna need a better reason to write you a love song today

Promise me you'll leave the light on
To help me see with daylight my guide gone
'Cause I believe there's a way you can love me because I say

I won't write you a love song
'Cause you asked for it
'Cause you need one you see
I'm not gonna write you a love song
'Cause you tell me it's make or breaking this
Is that why you wanted a love song
'Cause you asked for it
'Cause you need one you see
I'm not gonna write you a love song

'Cause you tell me it's make or breaking this
If you're on your way
I'm not gonna write you to stay
If your heart is nowhere in it
I don't want it for a minute

Babe I'll walk the seven seas when I believe that there's a reason to
Write you a love song today, Today

Hey There Delilah - Plain White Ts

Hey there Delilah
What's it like in New York City?
I'm a thousand miles away
But girl, tonight you look so pretty
Yes you do
Times Square can't shine as bright as you
I swear it's true

Hey there Delilah
Don't you worry about the distance
I'm right there if you get lonely
Give this song another listen
Close your eyes
Listen to my voice, it's my disguise
I'm by your side

Oh it's what you do to me
Oh it's what you do to me
Oh it's what you do to me
Oh it's what you do to me
What you do to me

Hey there Delilah
I know times are getting hard
But just believe me, girl
Someday I'll pay the bills with this guitar
We'll have it good
We'll have the life we knew we would
My word is good

Hey there Delilah
I've got so much left to say
If every simple song I wrote to you
Would take your breath away
I'd write it all
Even more in love with me you'd fall
We'd have it all

Oh it's what you do to me
Oh it's what you do to me
Oh it's what you do to me
Oh it's what you do to me

A thousand miles seems pretty far
But they've got planes and trains and cars
I'd walk to you if I had no other way
Our friends would all make fun of us
and we'll just laugh along because we know
That none of them have felt this way
Delilah I can promise you
That by the time we get through
The world will never ever be the same
And you're to blame

Hey there Delilah
You be good and don't you miss me
Two more years and you'll be done with school
And I'll be making history like I do
You'll know it's all because of you
We can do whatever we want to
Hey there Delilah here's to you
This one's for you

Oh it's what you do to me
Oh it's what you do to me
Oh it's what you do to me
Oh it's what you do to me
What you do to me.

2008-08-28T21:44:00.004+08:00

Go on girl - Ne-Yo

I can't get it back,
But I don't want it back,
I realize that,
She don't know how to act,
Never been a dumb dude no I'm not dense,
I just had a slight lack of common sense,
I was the good guy, she was the bad girl,
I'm thinkin one girl, she's thinkin me earl, james, and jimmy
Yea she had plenty,
But love for me she didn't have any,

[Pre-Chorus]
I was inviting her into my heart,
She was out riding in some other man's car,
She was my nighttime, thought I was her star,
Guess I was wrong, but see I'm strong,
Won't take long for me to move on,

[Chorus]
Please don't worry bout me I'm fine,
(please don't worry bout me I'm fine)
Only gonna play the fool one time,
(only gonna play the fool one time)
Trust me when I say,
That I'll be okay,
Go on girl (go on girl)
Go on girl (go on girl)
Go on girl

[Verse 2]
I can't get it back,
But I don't want it back,
I realize that,
She don't know how to act,
Try to settle down and look what I get,
Thought it was my time but I guess not yet,
She's at the bar, gettin drinks from many men,
I'm at the house, thinkin she's with her girlfriends,
Just not knowin, truly not knowin,
I look back now like man I was open,

[Pre-Chorus]
I was inviting her into my heart,
She was out riding in some other man's car,
She was my nighttime, thought I was her star,
Guess I was wrong, but see I'm strong,
Won't take long for me to move on,

[Chorus]
Please don't worry bout me I'm fine,
(please don't worry bout me I'm fine)
Only gonna play the fool one time,
(only gonna play the fool one time)
Trust me when I say,
That I'll be okay,
Go on girl (go on girl)
Go on girl (go on girl)
Go on girl

[Verse 3]
The mistake I made is clear,
We never should've been together,
That's the reason you're not here,
I know that I can do much better,
Not a single salty tear,
Not a feeling in my chest,
Baby I'm feelin no stress,
I'm too far to be depressed,

Go on girl (go on girl)
Go on girl (go on girl)

2008-08-18T21:17:00.001+08:00

Dont Stop Me Now - Queen

2008-08-18T20:49:00.004+08:00

2008-08-13T23:46:00.001+08:00

Shou Chang - Jam.S Hsiao Jing Teng

2008-08-09T08:04:00.004+08:00

Wah!!! Its is a very tiring day yesterday, haha. I woke up early in the morning at about 6.20am. Start preparing and rushing off to meet the singing councillors at 6.35am. It is very not me, haha. Seldom did i wake up so early for school. We are still waiting for some more people to arrive thus I just went down to the canteen to have my breakfast. Bought a pizza. Wanted to disturb LS with it but he said he had eaten. Then want to disturb Colin. Then he told me the pizza isn't nice, so is like a bit shaken on my appetite. i ate it up anyway, haha.

Then went up again. Still no rehearsal as the time is really too short. Went to gather with my class. Was called up by Mdm Kartini to usher the Greendale Primary students...haha. Was quite delighted to see the Greendale Primary students. Cute, innocent faces capped under red start walking in. Saw a lot of boys which i know like Amur, not sure of the spelling, and also my neighbour. Then National Anthem, the kids can sing really loud compare to us, haha. The pledge is rather messy due to difference in the speech.

Then after the parade and so comes the actual concert, very nervous, haha. Was actually having my left hand clenching onto my right arm. Then Rai help me to put it down, haha. Walk down the aisle. Heard Roy talking craps and nonsense and saw Vincent laughing while calling me. Feel the ease only after the applause, haha.

Then after the whole concert ended, had a debrief and went to meet Mr Seah with some of the SCs on Teacher's Day.Then gone with WT, Ziyi and Kle to PP for lunch. Was talking and taking photos in Koufu. Then went up to fourth storey to take more photos, lol. Heard from WT there she will post it, haha.

After the whole day, was so tired that i start sleeping from 1.30pm onwards. Slept all the way until 11+ i think, woken up by kes phone call. Then went back to sleep. Woken up at 8am today, haha. And my first thought is: "Did something happen yesterday?", lol.

And, last but not least, Happy 43th National Day, its our nation, its our day!!!

2008-08-06T23:33:00.002+08:00

Yes! I passed my English, was quite delighted to see the result of my English follow according to what i wanted. Now, i'm hoping to get better grade, a B4 maybe... hahaha. Feeling a bit anxious about other tests, hoped i will pass with flying colours.

By the way, my brother's group member and him had made a short clip of his Singapore Polytecnic module. It sure looked interesting. Helped in videotaping the turbulent part while they are on plane...Oh ya, their main objective is to show how lousy the airplane in the past are compared to now, lol.

2008-08-04T22:11:00.006+08:00

Love Me - Collin Raye

I read a note my grandma wrote back in nineteen twenty-three.
Grandpa kept it in his coat, and he showed it once to me. He said,
"Boy, you might not understand, but a long, long time ago,
Grandma's daddy didn't like me none, but I loved your Grandma so."

We had this crazy plan to meet and run away together.
Get married in the first town we came to, and live forever.
But nailed to the tree where we were supposed to meet, instead
Of her, I found this letter, and this is what it said:

If you get there before I do, don't give up on me.
I'll meet you when my chores are through;
I don't know how long I'll be.
But I'm not gonna let you down, darling wait and see.
And between now and then, till I see you again,
I'll be loving you. Love, me.

I read those words just hours before my Grandma passed away,
In the doorway of a church where me and Grandpa stopped to pray.
I know I'd never seen him cry in all my fifteen years;
But as he said these words to her, his eyes filled up with tears.

If you get there before I do, don't give up on me.
I'll meet you when my chores are through;
I don't know how long I'll be.
But I'm not gonna let you down, darling wait and see.
And between now and then, till I see you again,
I'll be loving you. Love, me.
Between now and then, till I see you again,
I'll be loving you. Love, me.

2008-08-01T23:42:00.001+08:00

Finally... a break. Buried under the stress from tests, tests and more tests. There never seems to be a space for us to breathe.

Was pinning some hopes on my English, Chinese and Social Studies. i think i will pass them this time. For the languages, was like just lifting the answer or so, did a bit of rephrasing though. Thus i think i make it through...hahha. Fr Social Studies was like sort of throwing every detail i know. Finish the paper but was "incomplete". What i meant is that i finish question 2 but did not finish question 1 in the way i want it to be done. Now comes the higher mother tongue, Ms Lee said that a lot of "unexpected" people fail, but i am one of the "expected" one. So i may not fail...hopefully...hahha

The mathematics is a goner... prepared to fail...only 30% in the class pass, was like "emo"-ing during the Chinese period. Kind of regret as i wasted that time totally. Then Geography was not that hard actually, and i managed to screw it up. Hope that i can passed.

Now only left with Physics, Chemistry and Amath. I think i will not fail my Sciences this time and was planning to score in Chemistry if i can. But for Amath, no hopes pin. The more hope you pin in one thing, the higher you fall from if it fail.

2008-07-22T19:27:00.004+08:00

Tolerance is the controlling of emotions so that it do not burst out all of a sudden.

I do not know how many of my friends know about me in this aspect. I tolerate a lot of things. In school, if you ever think that I am those, whom is someone that you can get to push around, just because I was being friendly, then it is time for you to get back on Earth and change your thinking. I can stand jokes. Please be AWARE that I never mention that I am totally open to it. There is always a limit to tolerating.

But what i am flared up with is the way people reply. Why can't people just reply properly. If you are busy, and i ask you a question, why not just replied politely with "PLEASE WAIT" or "Will it be okay if you ask me later as i am busy right now?". It is very IMPOLITE to me to shut me up straight away. When i asked you a question politely, the reply which i want to get back is an equally polite one, vice-verse.

I may have just "smack in the face" (I do not meant it literally) and reply back violently. But then i managed to control it. If you see me reply in a sense of anguish then it just means limit break. Tolerance limit, i meant. I treat every single one of my friend as polite as possible, i may make some pranks or jokes if i know you well or long enough. But still i will apologise later if i feel that it may be too much. I am a friend , not a slave who you can order round and be impolite with.

Treating with politeness to everyone is not that difficult right?

2008-07-15T19:21:00.004+08:00

O-level Listening Comprehension for the higher Chinese students today. Fall asleep 10 minutes later after entering the examination venue. I fall asleep is not due to boredom, though i feel bored.
It is due to the listening of classical music after the whole day of tiring school work. But still, i managed to woke up in time to have a toilet break before taking the listening comprehension. Not an easy 20 marks to get though. The classical music reminds me of another of the same genre, so i decided to post it, which is also my favourite classical music...

Songbird - Kenny G

2008-07-14T20:49:00.002+08:00

Heard Joshua singing it today. Found it quite nice and decided to have it post. Go ahead and do what you think is correct because "Trying harms no one, but regretting cuts deep into your heart". My personal opinion though, do tell me if you think it is wrong.

Inconsolable - BackStreetBoys

i close the door
like so many times , so many times before
felt like a scene on the cutting room floor
when i let you walk away tonight without a word

i try to sleep , yeah
but the clock is stuck on thoughts of you and me
a thousand more regrets unraveling , oooh
if you were here right now
i swear, i'd tell you this

baby , i don't wanna waste another day
keepin' this inside , it's killing me , cause
all i ever wanted comes right down to you (to you)
i wish that i could find the words to say
baby I would tell you every time you leave
i'm inconsolable

i climb the walls , yeah
i can see the edge ,
but i can't take the fall , no
i've memorized the number
so why can't i make the call ?
maybe cause i know you'll always be with me
in the possibility

baby , i don't wanna waste another day
keepin it inside , it's killing me , cause
all i ever wanted comes right down to you (to you)
i wish that i could find the words to say
baby i would tell you every time you leave
i'm inconsolable

nooo , no , no , no

i don't wanna be like this
i just wanna let you know
that everything i hold in
is everything I can't let go (oooh, can't let go)

cause,

baby , i don't wanna waste another day
keepin it inside , it's killing me cause ,
all i ever wanted comes right down to you (to you)
i wish that i could find the words to say
baby I would tell you every time you leave
i'm inconsolable

don't you know it baby
i don't wanna waste another day
i wish that I could find the words to say
baby i would tell you , every time you leave
i'm inconsolable

yeah , yeah , yeahh
oooh , i'm inconsolable
whoaa , yeah , ooooh
i'm inconsolable ...

2008-07-13T21:05:00.006+08:00

PICTURE AT THE HONORS DAY

At the Foyer...

GOH and Mrs Koh and Mr Quah

GOH and USM Jin Chen

GOH and Lion Dance

At the corridor of Murals...

GOH and Claudia

GOH and Aaron

GOH and Izzaty

GOH and Raihanna

The Emcees

Ming Li and Alena

Jian Long and Celia

Prize Presentation

GOH and Sandy

The Performance

Greendale Choir

Greendale Orchester

Greendale Angklung

The Drama

The Dance

The Farewell

GOH and Student Councillors

ALL RIGHTS OF THESE PICTURES ABOVE ARE RESERVE FOR ALOYSIUS CHUA

2008-07-12T14:14:00.005+08:00

Was so tired yesterday, went to sleeping without posting the previous day's events. So may have forget some of the events...hahaha

What happen yesterday was that as i step out my very first step, on the long walkway to school, the floor came "pitter-pattering". Then i need to run home in my leather shoes to get an umbrella. I was thinking that surely there will be some of us who will get drenched since the rain came so unexpectedly. Then arrived in school. Found some of the fortunate ones who escaped the rain, inside all dressing up. Then went into the Computer Lab after taking my blazer. Then i followed Ena up the orchestra room to retrieve her badge, should have just lock her inside the room but did not do it, hahaha.

Then go back to computer lab to put on my badge. Help up with the putting of the badge for some of the SCs as well, as that day is a very important event. Then learn how to put on tie. Was quite confused at the second step but luckily Leon and Abel.S was helping me to adjust my tie.

As time is pushing in, went with Abel.T to try up the angle of shooting so as not to affect my photos for the day. Gather my kits and walk to second floor. The lighting at the second floor, along the corridor of murals went well for me. But then the lighting at the hall was dark, ...or black hahaha.

So rushes down for the awaiting of Guard-Of-Honor, Mrs Yue Yoke Mun, who is going to arrive at 5pm. Took photos of Jia Jun and Geraldine welcoming the guests while awaiting. Then the GOHs arrived! Then started taking photos of her, being greeted and welcomed by Mrs Koh, and was then greeted by our USM, Jin Chen. He then lead her through the foyer, and was later greeted by Ms Leanne. Mrs Yue, the GOH, then signed her name on the guest book.

She was welcomed by the Lion Dance performers later on, and the performers are great.I was following her before being trapped by the performers at the stairs. Need to rush up after the Lion dance performers are dismissed.

Was still in time before Claudia greeted her and explained to her about the murals. Taking pictures all the way at the corridor of murals. Throughout the corridor, i taking pictures of her interacting with the students, Claudia, Aaron, Izzaty and Rai, on the the mural. Was avoiding taking photos of Abel too, so we are like jumping about, taking photos of the GOH without having our self in the picture....lol. At this point, my back was sweating.

Then got into the hall, took pictures of the choir singing our school song. It is very nice, don feel like taking pictures then as you can just sit there and listen. Could see that their instructor look so proud of them after the singing. By the way, the school song is now available at THE SCHOOL WEBSITE. Then took Mrs Koh and Mrs Yue speaking. Followed by pictures of the Emcees, Ming Li and Alena. Then the prize presentation. Halfway through, Abel flash is weakening, so we swap our place.

The angklung's performance signify the start of the drama. The angklung performance did a very good job as I saw Mdm Wee smiling very happily while watching their performance. The drama is magnificent.

Was planning to take a rest while watching the drama as Abel had left to get batteries for the flash. The drama talk a bit about the ancestors lifestyle and also about the past events in Greendale, was quite shocked of the combination during the rehearsal.

The orchestra had also put up a very nice setting for the drama making the whole show a sweet one. The orchestra too makes Ms Tao very happy as she is beaming when she wants to take a look at the pictures of the orchestra.

The climax is the sing along and dance performance. It is very nice with the light effects and the dance move. The song invites everyone to participate is swing to and fro. The dance is very nice, went from hip hop to international dance quite nicely combinated.

The day ended sweetly. Everyone seems to be very tired while moving to the Computer Lab. Took a group photo and everything ended.

Gone to Compass with the rest, 17 i think. Was going up and down before deciding where to have our dinner. Finally settled in KFC. Was wanting Mac at first but then have it in the morning after school so go for KFC. Have a Cheesy Meltz, and regretted for the serving is not to what i want. Should have taken chicken instead...hahaha. Ride on the bus home, did not join in regularly with the conversation as my mind is bogging with things and questions...plus tiredness...

THE END

PS: Will be posting the pictures by tomorrow as long as i editing it...lol

2008-07-10T19:31:00.002+08:00

WHEN IS FRIDAY WEEKLY 817 GOING TO COME UP ???

2008-07-10T17:31:00.003+08:00

My sister was using the computer yesterday so did not blog about my "funny adventures". But better late than never...

I slowly limped, due to my injuries, to the canteen for lunch. Reminded Abel about the trying out of blazer in the SLC room. Then waited at the garden for the "Opening of SLC Room", with Louis and Jia Jun. I was so bored then... hahah. Finally when it is open, gone in with the others to find my shirt size 14 1/2.

Louis and I try to search for one, but it seems to have run out. So we waited for others to get dress up before finding Mr See about it. Then i get a size 15 instead. Was thinking that it is too big for me at first. Quite okay after wearing it... hahah. Then Abel come for trying out of shirts too. I got changed into the shirt. Was feeling quite weird at first but then get use to it later on. Quoting from Anton, it really does make one look like a rich man's son when we wear that. The overall combination is fabulous. Though it is an "incubator", everything is nicely presented. Found Claudia standing alone, so went forward with Abel and Louis to talk to her about the feeling of our involvement. We shared the same thinking. Then Abel was a bit choosy over the size of his outfits continuously. Then got a bit irritated by it... hahah. Finally after the end of briefing to the ushering SLCs, we went up to the hall.

Then they simulated the procedure which will happen on Honors Day. Abel being the "Superintendent", lol. Was like finding my position of taking pictures on that day. Trying to avoid reflections from the mural and also afraid that the crowd will affect the pictures that both Abel and I will be taking. Anyway, we manage to planned out. Was getting warmer from the day that i remove my blazer twice and hang it over my forearm. Wish that all will go smooth for tomorrow.

After that, went down to the corridor beside the Chemistry Laboratory. Becomes a bit crazy and follow Jin Chen on his "it's empty". Go about disturb and talking to everyone... hahah. Quite fun to me, some of you should know that disturbing to me is one way of entainment, lol.

Then after the whole day, went to Punggol Plaza with the whole lot. Collected my half-frame spectacle. Like it a lot!!! hahah. Then have a peach ice blanded before chasing for the shuttle bus and drive off.

2008-07-07T21:34:00.002+08:00

Went to Punggol Plaza with JC, ZH, Joy and Doreen today. Was planning to have a simple meal in Koufu when they wanted to eat at Suki. So i followed them there. Ate a plate of sushi and 1/8of rice plus a piece of fish. Then met up with gideon. The girls went to meet up with Jillian and the rest of us go to Compass Point. ZH wanted to buy something important so we just follow him around and buy things.

After that we went to Jillian house. The whole company is there. Then heard about the verbal war, wished i was there listening to it though. Do not want to reveal anymore detail or make any comment though. Then went to play soccer. As usual, before the match starts, i was practising free kick. Stupidly, i had a free kick which injured me at the out-sole as i had landed incorrectly. Thus i watched the match instead of playing it...

Went to see Chinese Medicinal Practitioners. They say there no "tui-na" for me as it will only worsen my injuries. Thus i just have some medicine given. I bought a new spectacles though, it is a half-frame black spectacle with a white stripe on it. Quite simply done. My eyesight though, increase from 175 to 225, jump of 50...too much...

2008-07-06T03:32:00.001+08:00

Wu Ding - Landy Wen & Jay Chou

(男)半夜睡不着觉把心情哼成歌
只好到屋顶找另一个梦境
(女)睡梦中被敲醒我还是不确定
怎曾有动人弦律在对面的屋顶
我悄悄关上门带着希望上去
原来是我梦里常出现的那个人
(男)那个人不就是我梦里
那模糊的人我们有同样的默契
(女)用天线(合)用天线排成爱你的形状ho ho
(女)在屋顶唱着你的歌
(男)在屋顶和我爱的人
(女)让星星点缀成(合)最浪漫的夜晚
拥抱这时刻这一分一秒全都停止
(男)爱开始纠结
(女)在屋顶唱着你的歌
(男)在屋顶和我爱的人
(女)将泛黄的的夜献给(合)最孤独的月
拥抱这时刻这一分一秒全都停止
(男)爱开始纠结(合)梦有你而美

(女)让我爱你是谁(男)是我
(女)让你爱我是谁(男)是你
(女)怎会有(合)动人弦律环绕在我俩的身边
(女)让我爱你是谁(男)是我
(女)让你爱我是谁(男)是你
(女)原来是(合)这屋顶有美丽的邂逅
(男)在屋顶唱着你的歌在屋顶和我爱的人

LEE HOM (Kiss YOu GoodBye) -

2008-07-05T20:30:00.000+08:00

Woken up at 11+ by my dad today. I was still in a daze and was wondering what had happened as my dad never woke me up before. Then did i realise that Doreen called me. She asked me if i want to go Compass Point to try out the shirt for the blazer. Then i decided to go.

Was slacking away and waiting for time to pass, so as to wait for the moment i want to go off. Have lunch and reach Compass Point at 1.20pm. Still in a daze when i saw some SLs and SCs, just went pass them without saying hi, only when they called me, did i know that they are there.

Guided to Metro, with Raihanna, Siti and Aisha, by Doreen. Saw Zhi Huan already trying out inside. Have tried my own size, 14 1/2 if i am not wrong, but the sleeves are a bit long and they lack of white. when upstairs to find the girls. Learnt a new thing, girls outfit is in measurement of odd numbers - 3 /5 /7 /9 /11 /13. Their outfit is very nice, haha. Then Mr See bet with Doreen about the size in which Jillian worn, and he lost the bet, and the result is a...CURRY PUFF, lol.

Then we are recommanded to go to G2000. Saw a blazer which cost $299 with mutiple pockets, maybe i will have one one day. Like the shirt there more. The shirt seems to fit me better compare to the first one. Then after looking at the mirror, the combination of bermudas and shirt look similar to the out 9pm Channel 8 show.

Then saw Joycelyn came. Thought she was going to try out like the other girls did but i think she was just window shopping. Then have the sizes sort out - 5 for 14 1/2 5 for 151/2 3for 17 and 2 for 18 i think.

Wondering how i will look like when i worn the attire? Haha...

2008-07-04T22:15:00.004+08:00

During recess time today, I went the see the Duty Rooster for SLC Duty. Seen the Duty Rooster with Ena and Jia Jun around. I am in Week 3. Then was talking with Ena when Jia Jun suddenly tell me that Alena was calling me.

Didn't understand what she is trying to tell me at first. Then she wrote on a piece of paper. Need to change my spectacle, as i cant again, hahah.Then did I know that from her that my article, on the opinion of Euro 2008, is on the newspaper... hahah. Then during the stimulation of O-Level Oral, Ms Lee too informed about the article.

Was quite shock that mine article is appropriate enough to be post. Still must thank Alena for giving me the chance to have my article posted up.

2008-07-03T20:50:00.002+08:00

My blog song, it resembles a lot of people situation, here is the lyrics. Hope it sings out your sorrow and never let it stays.

I know when he's been on your mind
That distant look is in your eyes
I thought it's time you'd realize it's over, over
It's not the way I choose to live
But something somewhere's gotta give
As sharing in this relationship gets older, older.

You know I'd fight for you but how could I fight someone who isn't even there
I've had the rest of you now I want the best of you I don't care if that's not
fair

Cuz I want it all
Or nothing at all
There's nowhere left to fall
When you reach the bottom it's now or never
Is it all
Or are we just friends
Is this how it ends
With a simple telephone call
You leave me here with nothing at all

There are time it seems to me
I'm sharing you with memories
I feel it in my heart but I don't show it, show it
Then there's times you look at me
As though I'm all that you can see
Those times I don't believe it's right I know it, know it

Don't make me promises baby you never did know how to keep them well
I had the rest of you now I want the best of you it's time to show and tell

Cuz I want it all
Or nothing at all
There's nowhere left to fall
When you reach the bottom it's now or never
Is it all
Or are we just friends
Is this how it ends
With a simple telephone call
You leave me here with nothing at all

Cuz you and I
Could lose it all if you've got no more room
No more inside for me in your life

Cuz I want it all
Or Nothing at all
There's nowhere left to fall
It's now or never

Is it all
Or nothing at all
There's nowhere left to fall
When you reach the bottom it's now or never
Is it all
Or are we just friends
Is this how it ends
With a simple telephone call
You leave me here with nothing at all

2008-07-02T21:46:00.000+08:00

Ai Ai Ai - Fang Da Tong

在哪里记载第一个桃花贼
谁在哪里典卖第一支紫玉钗
我在这里见怪更怪
见过电影里面人家的海
更想去看海
唱过人家的爱更想找爱
你哭起来我笑起来
都为了爱爱爱
有一天翻开辞海找不到爱
花不开树不摆还是更畅快
爱还是会期待
还是觉得孤单太失败
我爱故我在

找到爱幸福的人肯不肯躲起来
正在寂寞的人能不能站起来
我在这里陪你无奈
读过小说里面人家等待
更习惯等待
唱过人家的爱更想找爱
你喊出来我静下来
都为了爱爱爱
有一天翻开辞海找不到爱
花不开树不摆还是更畅快
爱还是会期待
还是觉得孤单太失败
我爱故我在
挥不出满天满地的尘埃
买不起满街口袋的品牌
你闷起来我傻起来可以爱
会不会整个时代只有一个告白
谁不爱过不存在
不明不白不分好歹
都为了爱爱爱
有一天翻开辞海找不到爱
花不开树不摆还是更畅快
爱还是会期待
还是觉得孤单太失败
我爱故我在

2008-07-01T18:35:00.003+08:00

Today is NCC day. We need to dress in NCC Smart 4 attire, instead of the common school uniforms, though we still need to carry our bags. Have our parade in the hall as the floor of the Parade Square is wet. Was really nervous in the stage while facing hundred of unfamiliar faces but then manage to hanged on till the parade is over. No one had fainted, luckily.

Straight after the Parade, the Student Councillor Exco, including me, went down to meet Ms Leanne. Talking about the Counsellor's Mailbox. We will need to promote it around the school to let them know that such outlets to one's emotions do exist in Greendale. Went back to class after the briefing.

Was warm and thirsty throughout the day. Could not concentrate in the class despite me trying my best to listen. Do not know what is wrong with Egin today. He was so restless and noisy, but then still feel grateful to him as he clear my doubts in the lessons.

It was Pastoral Care session. Need to skip it for the promoting of Counsellor's Mailbox which is located near the Chemistry Lab. Swapped classes with Chingling and Doreen to get 1A4. Then been to 3E2 first as 1A4 is being disciplined. A very cheerful class. Received applause from them which makes me more tense up, lol. Then later go down and promote to 1A4.

Then school end. Stayed in school and have talks with Joshua and Ena mainly. Then went to play soccer in boots.

2008-06-30T17:49:00.001+08:00

Went with NCC GOHs to change my boots. Getting motion sickness in the minibus while on the way to Amoy Quee Camp. My foot grow fast. From a pair of boots - size 6 change to size 8, it is a "seasoned" one though as they do not have a new pair of boot's size i wanted. Thinking to have 8 and a-half but then scared that it will be out-of-stock.

Saw the GOHs getting no.1 uniforms, the cap and the white uniform, looks very smart, wanted a set too, but i was not part of the NCC GOHs so do not have the privilege to wear. Did not feel very bad as i made the "choice".

Got back to the minibus again and have motion sickness again... hahaha. But is more enjoyable as Leon and Lie Shun is there to talk to me about soccer, lol.

2008-06-29T20:53:00.003+08:00

Today had lunch with my sister in Suki Sushi. The food there was not bad, ate about 8 plates and a bowl of udon, adding up to $50+ with my sis. Burnt her pocket...hahaha.

Then she wanted me to wait for her while she had her hair cut. I was like "why not i go home first". Then she said if next time i need to wait for someone then how will i be able to do it. Then, okae fine, i waited. Frankly speaking, this is my first time i waited for my sister. It took one hour plus, going to two, and to me that is a very, very long amount of time wasted...hahaha. Luckily my patience lasted.

Read "lao fu zi" while waiting for her. Realise that i no longer laugh at the things that was drawn inside like i used to when i was young... should i be happy or should i be sad?

Then came home and finish up the yao qing han, got a lot of things to write but then do not want to open up the boundary still too big, scared i write out of question. Then now finishing up the Euro 2008 essay and that is one of the most relaxing essay i write, hahaha, no restriction but only question...

Ohh ya, last of all,...
Spain will win the Euro 2008

2008-06-29T04:45:00.014+08:00

Do not know the reasons why i like all this english songs, but wish that your will enjoy it too...

Heard this song when watching the show call "ellen" ( if i did not remember the name wrongly). The host will danced with the melody of the song into the crowds and entertained them. Very interesting as very few variety's host be so close with the audiences...

Low --> Flo Rida

Low by Flo Rida ft. T-Pain - Flo Rida

Found this at imeem, very smoothing song...

With You --> Chris Brown

Chris Brown - With You -

Mdm Kartini let us listen as part of the lesson on Social Studies, can find this at many other blog, for lyrics, please visit JJ's blog...

Where Is Love --> Black Eye Peas

Black Eye Peas - Where is the Love -

Ohh ya and this,...

Its Too Late To Apologise --> Timbaland