Tolerance is the controlling of emotions so that it do not burst out all of a sudden.
I do not know how many of my friends know about me in this aspect. I tolerate a lot of things. In school, if you ever think that I am those, whom is someone that you can get to push around, just because I was being friendly, then it is time for you to get back on Earth and change your thinking. I can stand jokes. Please be AWARE that I never mention that I am totally open to it. There is always a limit to tolerating.
But what i am flared up with is the way people reply. Why can't people just reply properly. If you are busy, and i ask you a question, why not just replied politely with "PLEASE WAIT" or "Will it be okay if you ask me later as i am busy right now?". It is very IMPOLITE to me to shut me up straight away. When i asked you a question politely, the reply which i want to get back is an equally polite one, vice-verse.
I may have just "smack in the face" (I do not meant it literally) and reply back violently. But then i managed to control it. If you see me reply in a sense of anguish then it just means limit break. Tolerance limit, i meant. I treat every single one of my friend as polite as possible, i may make some pranks or jokes if i know you well or long enough. But still i will apologise later if i feel that it may be too much. I am a friend , not a slave who you can order round and be impolite with.
Treating with politeness to everyone is not that difficult right?
i will never let you fall... ...i'll stand up for you forever
O-level Listening Comprehension for the higher Chinese students today. Fall asleep 10 minutes later after entering the examination venue. I fall asleep is not due to boredom, though i feel bored. It is due to the listening of classical music after the whole day of tiring school work. But still, i managed to woke up in time to have a toilet break before taking the listening comprehension. Not an easy 20 marks to get though. The classical music reminds me of another of the same genre, so i decided to post it, which is also my favourite classical music...
i will never let you fall... ...i'll stand up for you forever
Heard Joshua singing it today. Found it quite nice and decided to have it post. Go ahead and do what you think is correct because "Trying harms no one, but regretting cuts deep into your heart". My personal opinion though, do tell me if you think it is wrong.
i close the door like so many times , so many times before felt like a scene on the cutting room floor when i let you walk away tonight without a word
i try to sleep , yeah but the clock is stuck on thoughts of you and me a thousand more regrets unraveling , oooh if you were here right now i swear, i'd tell you this
baby , i don't wanna waste another day keepin' this inside , it's killing me , cause all i ever wanted comes right down to you (to you) i wish that i could find the words to say baby I would tell you every time you leave i'm inconsolable
i climb the walls , yeah i can see the edge , but i can't take the fall , no i've memorized the number so why can't i make the call ? maybe cause i know you'll always be with me in the possibility
baby , i don't wanna waste another day keepin it inside , it's killing me , cause all i ever wanted comes right down to you (to you) i wish that i could find the words to say baby i would tell you every time you leave i'm inconsolable
nooo , no , no , no
i don't wanna be like this i just wanna let you know that everything i hold in is everything I can't let go (oooh, can't let go)
cause,
baby , i don't wanna waste another day keepin it inside , it's killing me cause , all i ever wanted comes right down to you (to you) i wish that i could find the words to say baby I would tell you every time you leave i'm inconsolable
don't you know it baby i don't wanna waste another day i wish that I could find the words to say baby i would tell you , every time you leave i'm inconsolable
Was so tired yesterday, went to sleeping without posting the previous day's events. So may have forget some of the events...hahaha
What happen yesterday was that as i step out my very first step, on the long walkway to school, the floor came "pitter-pattering". Then i need to run home in my leather shoes to get an umbrella. I was thinking that surely there will be some of us who will get drenched since the rain came so unexpectedly. Then arrived in school. Found some of the fortunate ones who escaped the rain, inside all dressing up. Then went into the Computer Lab after taking my blazer. Then i followed Ena up the orchestra room to retrieve her badge, should have just lock her inside the room but did not do it, hahaha.
Then go back to computer lab to put on my badge. Help up with the putting of the badge for some of the SCs as well, as that day is a very important event. Then learn how to put on tie. Was quite confused at the second step but luckily Leon and Abel.S was helping me to adjust my tie.
As time is pushing in, went with Abel.T to try up the angle of shooting so as not to affect my photos for the day. Gather my kits and walk to second floor. The lighting at the second floor, along the corridor of murals went well for me. But then the lighting at the hall was dark, ...or black hahaha.
So rushes down for the awaiting of Guard-Of-Honor, Mrs Yue Yoke Mun, who is going to arrive at 5pm. Took photos of Jia Jun and Geraldine welcoming the guests while awaiting. Then the GOHs arrived! Then started taking photos of her, being greeted and welcomed by Mrs Koh, and was then greeted by our USM, Jin Chen. He then lead her through the foyer, and was later greeted by Ms Leanne. Mrs Yue, the GOH, then signed her name on the guest book.
She was welcomed by the Lion Dance performers later on, and the performers are great.I was following her before being trapped by the performers at the stairs. Need to rush up after the Lion dance performers are dismissed.
Was still in time before Claudia greeted her and explained to her about the murals. Taking pictures all the way at the corridor of murals. Throughout the corridor, i taking pictures of her interacting with the students, Claudia, Aaron, Izzaty and Rai, on the the mural. Was avoiding taking photos of Abel too, so we are like jumping about, taking photos of the GOH without having our self in the picture....lol. At this point, my back was sweating.
Then got into the hall, took pictures of the choir singing our school song. It is very nice, don feel like taking pictures then as you can just sit there and listen. Could see that their instructor look so proud of them after the singing. By the way, the school song is now available at THE SCHOOL WEBSITE. Then took Mrs Koh and Mrs Yue speaking. Followed by pictures of the Emcees, Ming Li and Alena. Then the prize presentation. Halfway through, Abel flash is weakening, so we swap our place.
The angklung's performance signify the start of the drama. The angklung performance did a very good job as I saw Mdm Wee smiling very happily while watching their performance. The drama is magnificent.
Was planning to take a rest while watching the drama as Abel had left to get batteries for the flash. The drama talk a bit about the ancestors lifestyle and also about the past events in Greendale, was quite shocked of the combination during the rehearsal.
The orchestra had also put up a very nice setting for the drama making the whole show a sweet one. The orchestra too makes Ms Tao very happy as she is beaming when she wants to take a look at the pictures of the orchestra.
The climax is the sing along and dance performance. It is very nice with the light effects and the dance move. The song invites everyone to participate is swing to and fro. The dance is very nice, went from hip hop to international dance quite nicely combinated.
The day ended sweetly. Everyone seems to be very tired while moving to the Computer Lab. Took a group photo and everything ended.
Gone to Compass with the rest, 17 i think. Was going up and down before deciding where to have our dinner. Finally settled in KFC. Was wanting Mac at first but then have it in the morning after school so go for KFC. Have a Cheesy Meltz, and regretted for the serving is not to what i want. Should have taken chicken instead...hahaha. Ride on the bus home, did not join in regularly with the conversation as my mind is bogging with things and questions...plus tiredness...
THE END
PS: Will be posting the pictures by tomorrow as long as i editing it...lol
i will never let you fall... ...i'll stand up for you forever
My sister was using the computer yesterday so did not blog about my "funny adventures". But better late than never...
I slowly limped, due to my injuries, to the canteen for lunch. Reminded Abel about the trying out of blazer in the SLC room. Then waited at the garden for the "Opening of SLC Room", with Louis and Jia Jun. I was so bored then... hahah. Finally when it is open, gone in with the others to find my shirt size 14 1/2.
Louis and I try to search for one, but it seems to have run out. So we waited for others to get dress up before finding Mr See about it. Then i get a size 15 instead. Was thinking that it is too big for me at first. Quite okay after wearing it... hahah. Then Abel come for trying out of shirts too. I got changed into the shirt. Was feeling quite weird at first but then get use to it later on. Quoting from Anton, it really does make one look like a rich man's son when we wear that. The overall combination is fabulous. Though it is an "incubator", everything is nicely presented. Found Claudia standing alone, so went forward with Abel and Louis to talk to her about the feeling of our involvement. We shared the same thinking. Then Abel was a bit choosy over the size of his outfits continuously. Then got a bit irritated by it... hahah. Finally after the end of briefing to the ushering SLCs, we went up to the hall.
Then they simulated the procedure which will happen on Honors Day. Abel being the "Superintendent", lol. Was like finding my position of taking pictures on that day. Trying to avoid reflections from the mural and also afraid that the crowd will affect the pictures that both Abel and I will be taking. Anyway, we manage to planned out. Was getting warmer from the day that i remove my blazer twice and hang it over my forearm. Wish that all will go smooth for tomorrow.
After that, went down to the corridor beside the Chemistry Laboratory. Becomes a bit crazy and follow Jin Chen on his "it's empty". Go about disturb and talking to everyone... hahah. Quite fun to me, some of you should know that disturbing to me is one way of entainment, lol.
Then after the whole day, went to Punggol Plaza with the whole lot. Collected my half-frame spectacle. Like it a lot!!! hahah. Then have a peach ice blanded before chasing for the shuttle bus and drive off.
i will never let you fall... ...i'll stand up for you forever
Went to Punggol Plaza with JC, ZH, Joy and Doreen today. Was planning to have a simple meal in Koufu when they wanted to eat at Suki. So i followed them there. Ate a plate of sushi and 1/8of rice plus a piece of fish. Then met up with gideon. The girls went to meet up with Jillian and the rest of us go to Compass Point. ZH wanted to buy something important so we just follow him around and buy things.
After that we went to Jillian house. The whole company is there. Then heard about the verbal war, wished i was there listening to it though. Do not want to reveal anymore detail or make any comment though. Then went to play soccer. As usual, before the match starts, i was practising free kick. Stupidly, i had a free kick which injured me at the out-sole as i had landed incorrectly. Thus i watched the match instead of playing it...
Went to see Chinese Medicinal Practitioners. They say there no "tui-na" for me as it will only worsen my injuries. Thus i just have some medicine given. I bought a new spectacles though, it is a half-frame black spectacle with a white stripe on it. Quite simply done. My eyesight though, increase from 175 to 225, jump of 50...too much...
i will never let you fall... ...i'll stand up for you forever
Woken up at 11+ by my dad today. I was still in a daze and was wondering what had happened as my dad never woke me up before. Then did i realise that Doreen called me. She asked me if i want to go Compass Point to try out the shirt for the blazer. Then i decided to go.
Was slacking away and waiting for time to pass, so as to wait for the moment i want to go off. Have lunch and reach Compass Point at 1.20pm. Still in a daze when i saw some SLs and SCs, just went pass them without saying hi, only when they called me, did i know that they are there.
Guided to Metro, with Raihanna, Siti and Aisha, by Doreen. Saw Zhi Huan already trying out inside. Have tried my own size, 14 1/2 if i am not wrong, but the sleeves are a bit long and they lack of white. when upstairs to find the girls. Learnt a new thing, girls outfit is in measurement of odd numbers - 3 /5 /7 /9 /11 /13. Their outfit is very nice, haha. Then Mr See bet with Doreen about the size in which Jillian worn, and he lost the bet, and the result is a...CURRY PUFF, lol.
Then we are recommanded to go to G2000. Saw a blazer which cost $299 with mutiple pockets, maybe i will have one one day. Like the shirt there more. The shirt seems to fit me better compare to the first one. Then after looking at the mirror, the combination of bermudas and shirt look similar to the out 9pm Channel 8 show.
Then saw Joycelyn came. Thought she was going to try out like the other girls did but i think she was just window shopping. Then have the sizes sort out - 5 for 14 1/2 5 for 151/2 3for 17 and 2 for 18 i think.
Wondering how i will look like when i worn the attire? Haha...
i will never let you fall... ...i'll stand up for you forever
During recess time today, I went the see the Duty Rooster for SLC Duty. Seen the Duty Rooster with Ena and Jia Jun around. I am in Week 3. Then was talking with Ena when Jia Jun suddenly tell me that Alena was calling me.
Didn't understand what she is trying to tell me at first. Then she wrote on a piece of paper. Need to change my spectacle, as i cant again, hahah.Then did I know that from her that my article, on the opinion of Euro 2008, is on the newspaper... hahah. Then during the stimulation of O-Level Oral, Ms Lee too informed about the article.
Was quite shock that mine article is appropriate enough to be post. Still must thank Alena for giving me the chance to have my article posted up.
i will never let you fall... ...i'll stand up for you forever
My blog song, it resembles a lot of people situation, here is the lyrics. Hope it sings out your sorrow and never let it stays.
I know when he's been on your mind That distant look is in your eyes I thought it's time you'd realize it's over, over It's not the way I choose to live But something somewhere's gotta give As sharing in this relationship gets older, older.
You know I'd fight for you but how could I fight someone who isn't even there I've had the rest of you now I want the best of you I don't care if that's not fair
Cuz I want it all Or nothing at all There's nowhere left to fall When you reach the bottom it's now or never Is it all Or are we just friends Is this how it ends With a simple telephone call You leave me here with nothing at all
There are time it seems to me I'm sharing you with memories I feel it in my heart but I don't show it, show it Then there's times you look at me As though I'm all that you can see Those times I don't believe it's right I know it, know it
Don't make me promises baby you never did know how to keep them well I had the rest of you now I want the best of you it's time to show and tell
Cuz I want it all Or nothing at all There's nowhere left to fall When you reach the bottom it's now or never Is it all Or are we just friends Is this how it ends With a simple telephone call You leave me here with nothing at all
Cuz you and I Could lose it all if you've got no more room No more inside for me in your life
Cuz I want it all Or Nothing at all There's nowhere left to fall It's now or never
Is it all Or nothing at all There's nowhere left to fall When you reach the bottom it's now or never Is it all Or are we just friends Is this how it ends With a simple telephone call You leave me here with nothing at all
i will never let you fall... ...i'll stand up for you forever
Today is NCC day. We need to dress in NCC Smart 4 attire, instead of the common school uniforms, though we still need to carry our bags. Have our parade in the hall as the floor of the Parade Square is wet. Was really nervous in the stage while facing hundred of unfamiliar faces but then manage to hanged on till the parade is over. No one had fainted, luckily.
Straight after the Parade, the Student Councillor Exco, including me, went down to meet Ms Leanne. Talking about the Counsellor's Mailbox. We will need to promote it around the school to let them know that such outlets to one's emotions do exist in Greendale. Went back to class after the briefing.
Was warm and thirsty throughout the day. Could not concentrate in the class despite me trying my best to listen. Do not know what is wrong with Egin today. He was so restless and noisy, but then still feel grateful to him as he clear my doubts in the lessons.
It was Pastoral Care session. Need to skip it for the promoting of Counsellor's Mailbox which is located near the Chemistry Lab. Swapped classes with Chingling and Doreen to get 1A4. Then been to 3E2 first as 1A4 is being disciplined. A very cheerful class. Received applause from them which makes me more tense up, lol. Then later go down and promote to 1A4.
Then school end. Stayed in school and have talks with Joshua and Ena mainly. Then went to play soccer in boots.
i will never let you fall... ...i'll stand up for you forever
♠ L Desu
Name: Aloysius Chua
Age: 20
♠ Sweeties
LIVERPOOL FOOTBALL CLUB
Jokes
Informalities
Helping People
Outdoor Sports
Listening to Music
♠ Non-Sweeties
Addicts
Insults
Discrmination
♠ Leadership Quotes
"The heights by great men reached and kept, were not attained by sudden flight, but they, while their companions slept, were toiling upward in the night."
- Henry Wadsworth Longfellow
i will never let you fall...
